04-01-2020, 01:10 AM
It's been weighing on my heart heavily for a few weeks, ever since I announced my break, and left all discords. It's time this smurf headed onto a new village in life. I want everyone to know that my time here has been extremely enjoyable, up to the point of admin.
That's where this changes. After receiving admin, the same people I considered friends and family, started abusing our friendships, or were talking about me behind my back all due to a rank change. I never changed, and I still did what I could for the server. I promised I always would, and if at any point, being admin changed me, I would resign.
That time has come. Admin has turned me into this bitter people hating, hateful little shit. And I don't want that anymore. I hope all of you understand, and can see the place in which i am coming from. Dinkleberg and I discussed this for a few weeks, and I promised him I would talk to him first before resigning. I didn't fulfill that promise tonight and I'm sorry.
I love you guys, so much more than I can express, and typing this is making me bawl, but I can no longer do this. I've asked to have everything removed, including donor. I also asked to be banned from forums, so I cannot come back and do anything or be tempted to come back. I thank everyone for my time here and for making it enjoyable.
I would tag you guys, that meant the world to me, but lets be honest, I love almost all of you, and it would be one long ass post. So just know Mother Nuru loves you guys ♥♥♥
I wish you all the best, and I hope you understand..
That's where this changes. After receiving admin, the same people I considered friends and family, started abusing our friendships, or were talking about me behind my back all due to a rank change. I never changed, and I still did what I could for the server. I promised I always would, and if at any point, being admin changed me, I would resign.
That time has come. Admin has turned me into this bitter people hating, hateful little shit. And I don't want that anymore. I hope all of you understand, and can see the place in which i am coming from. Dinkleberg and I discussed this for a few weeks, and I promised him I would talk to him first before resigning. I didn't fulfill that promise tonight and I'm sorry.
I love you guys, so much more than I can express, and typing this is making me bawl, but I can no longer do this. I've asked to have everything removed, including donor. I also asked to be banned from forums, so I cannot come back and do anything or be tempted to come back. I thank everyone for my time here and for making it enjoyable.
I would tag you guys, that meant the world to me, but lets be honest, I love almost all of you, and it would be one long ass post. So just know Mother Nuru loves you guys ♥♥♥
I wish you all the best, and I hope you understand..