Cheese asked me to post this for him since he doesn't have a forum account.
"I'm hoping to show how much I regret my actions. While I understand my actions need a punishment I was hoping that I could possible get a reduction from the permaban I'm in line for. I know that I'm my own worst enemy and I should've kept a cool head, but I let myself get to hot and I took it out on the server and it led to me commiting the Mass RDM above. I'm not neccesarily asking for a total pardon but I was hoping for a reduction, I was really enjoying my time on this server and in this community and I'd hate to lose that over one dumb mistake I allowed myself to make."
I (underworld) will add in cheese was messaging me and truly seemed genuinely apologetic and wanted to make his wrongs right.
Done. He may appeal with a proper unban request.
Due to special characters ban had to be done via ULX, let's hope it sticks this time.