[symptom maddox]

Ingame Name: symptom maddox


SteamID: STEAM_0:1:625795518

Who Banned You: Tdawg

Reason For Ban: I would really like to come back (more will be talked about why)

Length of Ban: Perma

Reason for Admins to Unban: i think its been long enough 

Have you been banned before (Link relevant threads):  absolutely yes

Other: What up, everyone. As most of you know, I was banned for ban evading. This was at a time when there was a lot of drama, shit going on with my life, me being mean to guests, targeting, and eventually passing the warning threshold. (Sorry to bring up old stuff, just had to try to get unbanned) Some of the warnings that I received were from slurs and, most definitely, toxicity. I was not 100% happy with my actions at the time. 

Now you may be asking yourself,

Why should we have Maddox Chann, the little shit who made guests unwelcomed? Well, to that, I’ll say I’ve really gone to a point where I don’t even really bother to get mad enough to say something. Now you might also ask, what’s really stopping you from just getting on with a bad day, and you blowing up? For that, I would say that I would most likely either mute everyone or not even play TTT. I might joke around a little, and if any other person had a problem with that. I would most definitely stop if you just spoke up to me. Just pm or you can just say it out loud. And that is only if this gets accepted. As for me being mean to guests, I’ve really come to learn that they’re just people. People are trying to learn the game and have fun, and I should’ve never been mean to the guest. As for the targeting warning, that was just a really personal matter, which won't happen again. If something does come up, I would let proper staff know.

What is the difference between now and then? I truly just want to play TTT and help revive the server. I hope you all can find it in your heart to forgive me for the edginess, as I have grown to realize why I was banned. But if you don’t, I could see why, and it’s fine if you don’t. I tried other TTT servers; maybe like 1 or 2 of them helped me for a bit. But it eventually got boring to me, not Dinks, though. When I would come back from breaks, I would still enjoy the TTT experience. A big reason why I want to come back is because of the somewhat chill community and the very funny people to add to it. If you have anything you want to say, you already know you can dm me or any of the admins. Please keep it civil. Unless you want to start shit up again (which idk why you would). If that does happen, I probably won’t even respond to you. That’s all again if you want, my DMs are open, and I guess you can be mean about it, but only a little. Sorry for the long ahh paragraphs, idk if I already said that, but I’m not tryna go back and go through it.

TL;DR section: I really changed as a person and think its been long enough for me to come back.

[ttv/Damien1579]

I'm gonna +1, it's been a little over a year since your ban and afaik you haven't done any major rule breaking in other places in the community. We could use more returning regulars as well as the server(s) are kinda dying.

[Dildo Shwaggins]

+1 fuck them whitenames 

Jokes aside, it's time served I think. Warning threshold and evasion, a year is more than sufficient

[BIIG_SAD]

+1 bring lilbro back



OKOK so for a serious explanation.

Maddox was going through some rough patches, and he has had years to grow up and change who he is as a person.

to Maddox, I hope everything in life is a bit sunnier now.

Yes, Maddox did some shitty new player killing and some tox.
but again, bro literally grew up. And are we really gonna punish some not-grown-ass-man for some immature and (honestly) insignificant mistakes forever?


nah. Free Maddox.

[Brandeaux]

+1, 

> Unban everyone. Full amnesty. Repopulate the server

[HardcoreOven]

Takes some character building to admit to faults as well as coming up with solutions to fix said faults..... +1 from me

[symptom maddox]

I'm gonna +1, it's been a little over a year since your ban and afaik you haven't done any major rule breaking in other places in the community. We could use more returning regulars as well as the server(s) are kinda dying.

honestly was kinda expecting a -1 but ty damien. I didn't reply to you to say this, but ty.

Anyway, this might not help me but whatever. I've lowkey been wanting to say this for a while now, but when y'all were testing me for trusted or whatever. It was the ABSOLUELY MOST WEIRD shit that's happen to me, yeah it was brutal. And I'm not saying damien in particular, but when you guys followed me to overwatch to test me there. That shit was so fucking weird, like why are you following a minor who was clearly NOT in the mood. And whosever idea that was, Fuck you, just straight fuck you. I was just tryna chill out, grind ranked on that. But fuck no, and btw, I fucking knew pretty easily that it was you guys. I mean you had people i fw to say "oh i saw the messages". Like i didn't already know you were doing that. On top of that you not only just stared at me while i was in death match. And you did NOT even try to be some what inconspicuous about, You had Billybob who was on my friends list (and if he isnt now, im about to do that). And you had him join cs2, which i guess you needed to see if i was getting messages or not. But still thats the most weird shit thats happen to me online (and you guys were just fucking lucky i went into a quick play after i left to warm up). And you guys fucking probably don't know this, but I've been flirted with by people above 18 online. And i STILL think its the most weird shit thats happen to me. Anyway, I'm not sorry for doing that, really felt i needed to get that off my chest. I am sorry for me not showing building good character, I know that its not the best why to get that off my chest. But i can't help but feel really pissed about that, guess this is a way to do that since i've been going to mental health shit. 

Tl:DR section again: FUCK YOU FOR FOLLOWING ME TO OVERWATCH TO TRY TO CHILL OUT! that is HELLA WEIRD!!!

btw please DO NOT TRY TO SAY SORRY as it means very little to nothing to me. And I did not mean that to the people who had to do, i mean i guess you couldve spoken up and said that was wrong. But you might've and i just don't know about it. I hope none of you that plus one or will plus one change your vote, but if you do. I can kinda see why you would do that.

[Im A Bald Eagle]

Going from this...

If you have anything you want to say, you already know you can dm me or any of the admins. Please keep it civil. Unless you want to start shit up again (which idk why you would). If that does happen, I probably won’t even respond to you. That’s all again if you want, my DMs are open, and I guess you can be mean about it, but only a little. 

...to this...

I'm gonna +1, it's been a little over a year since your ban and afaik you haven't done any major rule breaking in other places in the community. We could use more returning regulars as well as the server(s) are kinda dying.

honestly was kinda expecting a -1 but ty damien. I didn't reply to you to say this, but ty.

Anyway, this might not help me but whatever. I've lowkey been wanting to say this for a while now, but when y'all were testing me for trusted or whatever. It was the ABSOLUELY MOST WEIRD shit that's happen to me, yeah it was brutal. And I'm not saying damien in particular, but when you guys followed me to overwatch to test me there. That shit was so fucking weird, like why are you following a minor who was clearly NOT in the mood. And whosever idea that was, Fuck you, just straight fuck you. I was just tryna chill out, grind ranked on that. But fuck no, and btw, I fucking knew pretty easily that it was you guys. I mean you had people i fw to say "oh i saw the messages". Like i didn't already know you were doing that. On top of that you not only just stared at me while i was in death match. And you did NOT even try to be some what inconspicuous about, You had Billybob who was on my friends list (and if he isnt now, im about to do that). And you had him join cs2, which i guess you needed to see if i was getting messages or not. But still thats the most weird shit thats happen to me online (and you guys were just fucking lucky i went into a quick play after i left to warm up). And you guys fucking probably don't know this, but I've been flirted with by people above 18 online. And i STILL think its the most weird shit thats happen to me. Anyway, I'm not sorry for doing that, really felt i needed to get that off my chest. I am sorry for me not showing building good character, I know that its not the best why to get that off my chest. But i can't help but feel really pissed about that, guess this is a way to do that since i've been going to mental health shit. 

Tl:DR section again: FUCK YOU FOR FOLLOWING ME TO OVERWATCH TO TRY TO CHILL OUT! that is HELLA WEIRD!!!

btw please DO NOT TRY TO SAY SORRY as it means very little to nothing to me. And I did not mean that to the people who had to do, i mean i guess you couldve spoken up and said that was wrong. But you might've and i just don't know about it. I hope none of you that plus one or will plus one change your vote, but if you do. I can kinda see why you would do that.

...in the same post, when nobody has been anything other than supportive is a bit weird to me. It seems like, in line with your message in the first quote, this is something that should have been reported to the admins instead of aired out in a public thread like this. It almost seems like you made this whole request as an excuse to "start shit up again" rather than "keep it civil"... but who am I to judge.

In spite of that, I'll still +1 in the hopes that you're less of a vibe assassin now, and it'd be great to see TTT thrive again. 

[symptom maddox]

Going from this...

If you have anything you want to say, you already know you can dm me or any of the admins. Please keep it civil. Unless you want to start shit up again (which idk why you would). If that does happen, I probably won’t even respond to you. That’s all again if you want, my DMs are open, and I guess you can be mean about it, but only a little. 

...to this...

I'm gonna +1, it's been a little over a year since your ban and afaik you haven't done any major rule breaking in other places in the community. We could use more returning regulars as well as the server(s) are kinda dying.

honestly was kinda expecting a -1 but ty damien. I didn't reply to you to say this, but ty.

Anyway, this might not help me but whatever. I've lowkey been wanting to say this for a while now, but when y'all were testing me for trusted or whatever. It was the ABSOLUELY MOST WEIRD shit that's happen to me, yeah it was brutal. And I'm not saying damien in particular, but when you guys followed me to overwatch to test me there. That shit was so fucking weird, like why are you following a minor who was clearly NOT in the mood. And whosever idea that was, Fuck you, just straight fuck you. I was just tryna chill out, grind ranked on that. But fuck no, and btw, I fucking knew pretty easily that it was you guys. I mean you had people i fw to say "oh i saw the messages". Like i didn't already know you were doing that. On top of that you not only just stared at me while i was in death match. And you did NOT even try to be some what inconspicuous about, You had Billybob who was on my friends list (and if he isnt now, im about to do that). And you had him join cs2, which i guess you needed to see if i was getting messages or not. But still thats the most weird shit thats happen to me online (and you guys were just fucking lucky i went into a quick play after i left to warm up). And you guys fucking probably don't know this, but I've been flirted with by people above 18 online. And i STILL think its the most weird shit thats happen to me. Anyway, I'm not sorry for doing that, really felt i needed to get that off my chest. I am sorry for me not showing building good character, I know that its not the best why to get that off my chest. But i can't help but feel really pissed about that, guess this is a way to do that since i've been going to mental health shit. 

Tl:DR section again: FUCK YOU FOR FOLLOWING ME TO OVERWATCH TO TRY TO CHILL OUT! that is HELLA WEIRD!!!

btw please DO NOT TRY TO SAY SORRY as it means very little to nothing to me. And I did not mean that to the people who had to do, i mean i guess you couldve spoken up and said that was wrong. But you might've and i just don't know about it. I hope none of you that plus one or will plus one change your vote, but if you do. I can kinda see why you would do that.

...in the same post, when nobody has been anything other than supportive is a bit weird to me. It seems like, in line with your message in the first quote, this is something that should have been reported to the admins instead of aired out in a public thread like this. It almost seems like you made this whole request as an excuse to "start shit up again" rather than "keep it civil"... but who am I to judge.

In spite of that, I'll still +1 in the hopes that you're less of a vibe assassin now, and it'd be great to see TTT thrive again. 

yeah I did foresee that it wasn't the best option to do it in the same post. But I just didn't want to make another post after this, as it would be more probably be more people to reply too or not reply too. And it wouldn't had helped me after, that being if this unban post didn't get through

[Succubus Widdy]

You were gone for the better part of a year and actually took the time to make a proper appeal. Considering the fact you owned up to this and actually are taking initiative, I would say yeah a second chance would be worth a shot!

+1

Would be nice to see you come back.