[grif]

sorry you've got to deal with this hoy, hope things can only go up from here. I'm sure there's not much i can say as i cannot personally relate myself, but i feel for you. It's good to talk to someone, anyone, who will listen, keeping anything in can hurt after a while. You will be able to figure out what is best for yourself, it takes time. hope you're still staffing or get back to it, you did well, i haven't been on enough to see how the servers doing. Staffing is completely unimportant though, your wellbeing comes before anything else!