[Im A Bald Eagle]

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Listen man, it's been ~6 months since you got banned. I cannot, in good faith, believe that you've "changed" and won't re-offend upon your return, given your history. I wasn't staff during your tenure on the server, but I've heard the stories of not only the folks who were harassed enough to want to avoid the server entirely when you were present, but also the staff members who had to painstakingly collect the evidence of your conduct from others and make their determinations based (usually) upon second-hand accounts of your behavior. 

Combining that with my own (limited) personal experiences of your interactions on the server and in the community at large, it seems like your antics made life notably more difficult for at least a handful of people when you were present. 

I just hope you're still optimistic enough about life to really have the desire to change for the better. Based on your account of the situation, I think you'd do well by yourself to see a therapist. That way, you might be able to find the part of you responsible for this shitty behavior and suppress it, or even better, kick it to the curb. There are a lot of people that support you and support your unban in spite of your history, which tells me that you aren't just here to make everyone's experience worse, so you have something to build off of.

I'll leave a -1 here, but I really want to see you return with a fresh perspective. The easiest way to achieve that is time & therapy. In the meantime, live your life, and enjoy it :)