[d33r]

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Why all the colors making it hard to read this at all. These comments are in no order, I don't have the mind set to order then after reading that. 

I was being "stubborn" because I am not going to bypass all the other admins' decision making regarding prices and what items are where just because you feel entitled since you made the item, that's not how that ever worked. Additionally your melee items that got added without proper testing because you bypassed the proper channel and directly asked an admin to send it to dink instead of getting it added to test by posting it in the dev channel and letting them, you know, actually be tested, they were added without testing and had multiple bugs that persisted for days that you didn't even accept were an issue initially.  As it is I need to take a look at them, since some seem to do very inconsistent things with lag compensation which according to the wiki can break movement of the affect entities.

You literally started saying your app was denied already before we said anything even asking why we haven't posted the denial yet, when we had not even made a solid decision yet. Additionally in your crash out, even before we made a decision you said you were already told you app was denied.  You were even commenting withing a couple min about stuff getting posted into admin chat instead of just getting sent straight to dink when no one mentioned that at all.  If that's coincidence, you would start a fortune telling biz. 

Additionally you went off about Widdy just because she said she would never get staff. No idea why you thought she was talking about you, considering the whole convo in the voice chat was between Bigsad and Widdy. 

Also I am mentioning you warn since you literally overreacted to a simple valid warn and just decided to burn bridges and then continual try and find reasons to have us ban the person you think is reasonable for your warn. 

Also if you didn't know what you were getting yourself into when you joined the dev team with dealing with the player base, why try and join a role that is even more criticizing with a staff app? 


Also normally reports on players aren't done thru admins, its done thru the forums unless its something serious you want to remain anonymous about.  And even then, they aren't discussed among the admins on how to handle it alone. You shouldn't except special treatment, especially with  your recent report that literally just seems like an attempt at revenge against the person you decided was responsible for your warn, when no rule was even broken. 

That's just how I organized it, sorry then.

Did Tdawg4 ever ask you and discuss among you all of your prices for my hats and accessories? as far as I know he did all that on the spot without any of your input. The test server has also proven to be very inaccurate to live several times, Multiple people have also complained that the test server continues to be a chokehold for items. Its so annoying to have to say "it is on test" or when I would mention a bug for you to tell me "its fixed on test". It would be easier and more entertaining all around if things were tested on live with the en-mass of people. Please don't accuse me of being entitled either, Its based on assumption because of when I was in call with virunas adding the items they had used my pricing. I also have yet to hear a single complain about the other changes I asked virunas to make, I distinctly remember one person telling me they loved the change. You can also see many people using the bare fist weapon, if that just sat in waiting for another however long it would have been probably another joke of test. Instead they get to enjoy it and I can update it much faster and easier when multiple people have the item and are messing with it. You also just keep telling me "they seem inconsistent" I can put the other crowbar lag compensation on them but you just aren't telling me. If you really see this as an issue why won't you tell me which ones SEEM wrong? It's like when you said "did we fix the whip yet?" I sent my message twice intentionally because I said thats what I was doing (I also didn't know how to fix the sounds which I mentioned). Of the proper mass testing on live only the harpoon seems to be inconsistent and I don't really know why but its probably the extended range. Would you also like to state what bugs I insisted were normal? This is vague posting to discredit me for what? As far as I know everything that needed to be fixed is, I've yet to see another complaint from a player sent to me or hear one from nelluc. I'm also used to just sending shit straight to dink, I see those days are over now but thats how I remember adding things to murder and deathrun. Thats how I added cosmetics to prophunt aswell by just directly communicating with him himself. So when he adds it anyway thats my fault because I had discussed it with him instead of asking the admins if I can discuss it with him?

Yeah, because I expected it to be denied. Nobody told me anything because again, my source? Made the fuck up. Now I do admit me telling Virunas "admin chat sob" and then "people don't stop talking" seems extremely terrible but I say things such as "I was told", "I heard", or "I know" every time I say anything involving major decisions such as that when I don't actually know. I've done this on multiple peoples applications which 0 applicable proof of anything I'm saying I just want to guess right. Me saying "admin chat sob" was because I was watching the TTT server content addon and previously when Virunas sent my addon/had me sent my addon it was instant. Me not seeing it I assume they sent it in admin chat including since dink didn't mention the update to me like before. I again just lie when I say someone told me because that is just what I have done. It's a consistent pattern from me, I obviously won't dispel this from you but I am honestly telling you, I just be lying.

"d33r can I be totally honest with you? Our president will pay taxes before you get staff here"

You are overreacting with "burning bridges", I made a single report that I infact thought to be teaming. I also never blamed them for my warn. As I told Tiefling I believed the warn was made on a bias twords me. It was as simple as that and I still do not see why this is relevant. (or why mentioning widdys comment is in this reply)

I'm also not getting where I didn't know? I've been here long enough that I know exactly how it is. I've been gmod staff long enough to know how it is. Am I not allowed to leave a role for that reason because its "just expected"? I was taking it fine but as the recent additions went and the way players would say such things wasn't "too much" for me. I didn't want them asking me for more whilst also saying rude remarks about the items. I was leaving on extremely normal terms I would think. I also mentioned in my post about how I see staff separate from Dev, I was still a DR staff. Dead or Not I still have the experience of staffing within this community so I know how it is, It doesn't effect me what so ever because usually if someones complaining its because I muted them for slurring and that is comedical. It's not speaking about my craft its about me being a loser for staffing a gmod server. Which is correct.

This just is something I didn't know. I only made reports through the admins that I specifically thought would cause harassment against me or would cause players to want to avoid the server because of me. I don't want to be the sole reason a group of players doesn't join when this is the only community I play on anymore for TTT and PH. (also the -rep spam would be a preferable avoidance just because of who is making the report.) Maybe it seems like a "revenge" report to you but its not. You won't believe that though so I won't waste time convincing you.

This doesn't answer my question about the christmas crate either. I remember discussing it with nelluc and he informed me of being more informing to dev chat for logging which I think I did well after? I don't remember, I remember though talking to him about it and confirming with him that its logged or however it was. I didn't know it really was an issue like I mentioned I'm more used to just sending people shit. I also wanted the complaints about test to be heard by showing that I can get shit done and in a timely manor. I also can almost guarantee that by letting live have it instantly made it way easier to take care of issues fast, then only a few people testing them on test and it slogging through the cycle. Doesn't matter now though of course but I still care to know if the rest of my efforts will be wasted or not. That I do feel entitled to know.