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To add, I have never fully trusted you since our first interaction days after I got admin and you were still community banned. Then as a dev you were making changes to stuff that was live on main without testing or any conversation then going around us totally eroded  all the trust I had at left.

Additionally you ignored all the times you asked every time I would join the main discords voice chat. You ignore all the times you would pester me on an update on tour app or your appeal.  I had even started avoiding voice chat in discord anytime your on now because I got tried of getting asked for the status if staff decisions. 

Additionally I brought up widdy since your crash out quotes that as one reason you decided to go, claiming she was part of cariobus friend group who you claimed made the report on your teaming out of hatred and you claimed she said you would never get staff. You directly blamed caribou in voice chat and in your crash out. You literally have players not wanting to be on when you are since they are scared your going to be trying to get them banned for any slight slip up.

Additionally have you not looked at the code for your melee weapons. They toggle lag compensation randomly being inconsistent about properly disabling it after enabling it. At least look at it before saying you have no idea what I am talking about. 

Additionally your reasoning for saying admin chat sob makes no sense since only dink has access to the main server collections. While I and Virunas have access to tests collections.  Also saying you are just lying, doesn't clear anything for me or the other admins on the matter.

Also we put stuff on test for a reason. So they don't break shit and so we can adjust things instantly and test, or so we can develop stuff thats new and get feedback without screwing up normal gameplay.

Okay so you only didn't trust me because I attempted to reach out to you by recommendation to clear my name from a false ban which I've already proven was made on presumptions. So it sounds like you are hung up on something stupid. I also have 0 memory of anyone asking me to more actively discuss in dev chat other than when I spoke with nelluc near the last week, why did you not ask me if it was bothering you?

Again why would you not ask me to not ask you these questions? you were the only admin joining voice chat which is my preferred communication outlet. So of course I would ask you more for updates on things that I had assumed I was allowed to ask. You never said anything to me until I let dev chat and I made this post that you keep calling a crash out. Plus I would at most ask you once or twice before you would continue to shrug it off anyway to talk about what you wanted to. It doesn't make it obvious if you don't tell me.

Why are you lying about this, you clearly don't know what we were talking about. I even went out of my way to not mention widdys name because I had no right to "officially" drag them into this thread. The quote was an example of what people would tell me, You decided you needed to call out widdy. Then wrongly attribute the quote and conversation. I also never claimed widdy was part of caribou's friend group, I also didn't claim widdy said the quote I specifically chose to leave her name out. You are lying about this and I would love to know why you are. (widdy confirming the quote)
I don't argue though that I did blame caribou for the report but we've already gone over that. It's unfortunate I've caused such a scenario, I have nothing to add to that. 

16/19 melee weapons were made from the base of the default crowbar created by bryanbrr for the Crescent Rose Scythe so those should not be different. The only ones I don't know about are the Bare Fist, Boxing Gloves, and Rock. Nelluc has been editing the melee pack for a bit and has yet to mention it to me as an issue or come to me with a fix. So if those 3 weapons are so fucking bad that you need to vaguely complain about it without telling me what is actually wrong I legitimately can not fix it for you. I've said multiple times I do not know how to code and thats why I used bryanbrr's crowbar as a base. So if somehow of those 16 melees are that bad then all of bryanbrr's melees would need to be "fixed" then because they are the same. So please either be direct in what you think the issue is and tell me what I would need to fix it or stop making this a point.

I don't know what this means in the context of what I said. 

So you ignored my question and praised the test server. Doesn't disprove my point about updating the melee weapons easier and faster on live. Doesn't disprove the inconsistencies that test shows between it and main. Doesn't disprove that from the opinions I see and hear, the test server sucks. With dink so active at the moment what even is the issue letting a full server get on and test a map we want. Oh no the server decides the map smells like dick and balls so they don't vote for it more than 3 times in the day and its gone on the morrow.

Only person calling out widdy is you. Since you decided she was talking about you when it was Bigsad, Widdy and I speaking in voice with you complaining about your warn at the time.  Want proof? I will happy share the whole message from you from dev chat where you try to claim she said you would never get staff, which she never did say in refernece to you.  And where you blame cariobu and his friends for you warn. 

Also what question did I ignore? Your melee weapons would have had to be updated so often if they were testing before hand. Alao what inconsistencies are you even talking about, since test is very close to being identical to main other then inprogress work. You seem to not understand a thing anout seperating developmwnt and experimental code from something that needs to be stable.