[Im A Bald Eagle]

Going from this...

If you have anything you want to say, you already know you can dm me or any of the admins. Please keep it civil. Unless you want to start shit up again (which idk why you would). If that does happen, I probably won’t even respond to you. That’s all again if you want, my DMs are open, and I guess you can be mean about it, but only a little. 

...to this...

I'm gonna +1, it's been a little over a year since your ban and afaik you haven't done any major rule breaking in other places in the community. We could use more returning regulars as well as the server(s) are kinda dying.

honestly was kinda expecting a -1 but ty damien. I didn't reply to you to say this, but ty.

Anyway, this might not help me but whatever. I've lowkey been wanting to say this for a while now, but when y'all were testing me for trusted or whatever. It was the ABSOLUELY MOST WEIRD shit that's happen to me, yeah it was brutal. And I'm not saying damien in particular, but when you guys followed me to overwatch to test me there. That shit was so fucking weird, like why are you following a minor who was clearly NOT in the mood. And whosever idea that was, Fuck you, just straight fuck you. I was just tryna chill out, grind ranked on that. But fuck no, and btw, I fucking knew pretty easily that it was you guys. I mean you had people i fw to say "oh i saw the messages". Like i didn't already know you were doing that. On top of that you not only just stared at me while i was in death match. And you did NOT even try to be some what inconspicuous about, You had Billybob who was on my friends list (and if he isnt now, im about to do that). And you had him join cs2, which i guess you needed to see if i was getting messages or not. But still thats the most weird shit thats happen to me online (and you guys were just fucking lucky i went into a quick play after i left to warm up). And you guys fucking probably don't know this, but I've been flirted with by people above 18 online. And i STILL think its the most weird shit thats happen to me. Anyway, I'm not sorry for doing that, really felt i needed to get that off my chest. I am sorry for me not showing building good character, I know that its not the best why to get that off my chest. But i can't help but feel really pissed about that, guess this is a way to do that since i've been going to mental health shit. 

Tl:DR section again: FUCK YOU FOR FOLLOWING ME TO OVERWATCH TO TRY TO CHILL OUT! that is HELLA WEIRD!!!

btw please DO NOT TRY TO SAY SORRY as it means very little to nothing to me. And I did not mean that to the people who had to do, i mean i guess you couldve spoken up and said that was wrong. But you might've and i just don't know about it. I hope none of you that plus one or will plus one change your vote, but if you do. I can kinda see why you would do that.

...in the same post, when nobody has been anything other than supportive is a bit weird to me. It seems like, in line with your message in the first quote, this is something that should have been reported to the admins instead of aired out in a public thread like this. It almost seems like you made this whole request as an excuse to "start shit up again" rather than "keep it civil"... but who am I to judge.

In spite of that, I'll still +1 in the hopes that you're less of a vibe assassin now, and it'd be great to see TTT thrive again.