[don't be heavy]

-1 I think your too immature to be staff, I also don't think you can handle criticism which is important if you want to be staff, and you need to wait a month to reapply since you deleted your first app. Why Do I think the way I do? You deleted your first app after Nuru -1 you, you lack confidence, you don't take criticism at all you deflect what's given, you told us tonight that you don't see what any of our criticisms are that you do great when no staff or donors are on

Separate worries that are mine and i don't know about anyone else, but since the first day you joined us you saw staff powers and basically said you wanted the power and rank since you never had it in the 7 yrs you've been on gmod. Which makes me question your want for the powers if your really doing this for the community or if your just doing for the power. That obsession you have with it makes me question your reasons for wanting staff and think your power hungry.

Finally why aren't you using original account you claim 7 yrs of exp on gmod, but your account is only 2 yrs old. So I'm curious on what your reasoning for no longer using it.