[Alcoholic Femboy]

I also can't help but feel out of place in the new modern staff team. Years ago when I first became staff I knew everyone on the team and I was friends with nearly all of them, but now most of those players are gone or inactive. With this new team, and the new players, I kind of feel like the odd guy out, y'know? I'm not really friends with many of them at all. It just feels like I'm there, the dude in the back of the party who just sort of watches the entire thing for 3 hours and then leaves. 

The point is, I regret wasting all my time. But, I can't turn back time (fuck off Cher) so the best I can do is to try and change now.

Just please take into consideration that playing video games all day may not be the best thing to do with your life. Spend time with your family. Go out and learn shit. Pay attention in school. Do your homework. Study. Learn an instrument. Literally anything worthwhile. You might regret not doing it later.

we both joined around the same time back in 2016 and it's been an amazing and fun time the entire way, I was happy when I came back and still saw you were one of the few ogs still actively playing and still staff but it's sad to see one of the ogs leave. I completely understand this feeling and agree, I hope everyone takes into consideration how much time they're losing with friends/family over videos games I also regret not spending time with the friends I consider brothers irl because I missed out on so many memories and feel so distant now and wish I could go back and change it. I hope everything works out for school and I hope you enjoy life arbok you'll always be welcomed here <3.