[Dildo Shwaggins]

If you hate it so much, why are you even here? I understand that there are things that are happening with you irl, which out of respect I won't post here. However, that doesn't warrant you acting like this. You're better than this, I know you are. The best thing for you to do is sort out that stuff irl, then come back here. But before you leave, how about not insulting the community that still somewhat accepts you despite your behavior.

I agree, you are better than this. I've had fun with you on the server itself and when playing I haven't seen any issues. But there's no shame in leaving staff if you need too, staff on a GMod server means dealing with a lot of drama and bullshit and if it's getting to you like it seems to have been, lay low and stay a non-staff rank.