[unfortunatepossum]

Hey Kiwi, lets get down to it.
-1 from me.
I think you need more time and to really think on this. I haven't seen you on until recently and I haven't played a lot with you but from what I've witnessed you need to work on some stuff. You do seem to know a lot of the rules and regs but I think you need to review the procedures and allowances for ph. The other day there were 3 staff on (4 if you count the one that was in unassigned for a minute there too) and you proceeded to staff over us. When told to reel it back you got defensive, and ive seen you go straight to defense whenever anything like this is directed at you. There isn’t a need for it dude, just chill and enjoy the game and keep doing your kiwi thing.
If staff is on then let them staff, especially if there is more than one. If you are having doubts about them noticing an issue then use @ to let them know in chat to let them know or ask if they need help, and most of the time they will let you know if they need it or not. If they dont respond asap or at all then first assume that they are busy working on an issue and not ignoring you. You are doing well with using the PH Staff ping in the discord and I appreciate that.
Now as you say you are not overly strict and that you follow the rules closely and make sure no one is doing anything wrong in that regard, I see this as a bit contradictory. You need to notice that some people dont know what they are doing. Don't hit people with the rule-book when they only have like 30 minutes on server, many are kids and they dont have the rules and everything memorized. Yes, I know many a sus players get on with low amounts of time but remember you can give most players a chance first, alright? You have been at this long enough to notice when someone is sus, you’ve proven this time and time again. Keep it up!
Now finally I want you to know that being staff can sometimes take some of the fun out of the game. If you really love playing, I think you should take some more time to just have fun with it. Being staff requires you to deal with a lot of sass and some unpleasant persons, so you have to be able to deal with that without getting emotional or too overwhelmed.  I know you want to help and that’s great, I see that you recently did 2 ban requests on the forums, in very quick succession. I think you should give it a bit more time before you become staff. I know you’ll take whatever is said here and improve with it for the future so I hope to see you on the prop field. Have fun and enjoy yourself.