[Mother Nuru.]

I've been on the fence as most of you know for months. The past few weeks have slowly gotten worse for me in terms of how I feel about staying here. I no longer feel the need to be here, or the have to help. I no longer feel that my presence is needed in PH staff. I've done all that I can do, and I am BURNT. THE. FUCK. OUT. I am a bitter miserable little soul and everything I do now is done with that kind of resentment that I said I would resign over if I showed.
I no longer have the patience to handle a larger server. I'm sorry for that.

But I am VERY VERY thankful for my time here, and all the fun and happy memories I made with my staff and friends here.. I love each and everyone of you so much more than you know. You're all still my babies.

With that said, yes this is real. I am no longer going to be admin on PH.

I had a shit ton typed up here and pinged people, but I am not leaving the community and this isn't the last you guys will see me, so it's pointless to do so. Sorry if some of you had hopes for that kinda shit. But stay tuned ;)

I'm free muhfuhkas. :^ )

Also fuck you @matt_st3 (Strongrule) for no reason at all.