[Pinksakura3_TTV]

I won't make a big long post because even this is hard enough for me to come out and say. The clique has always existed, I'll be honest my initial reasoning for wanting to be on the staff team was to feel welcome which I never really did, my drama? Also a personal matter that was outside of Dink's but made it's way into dink's by the other person in which no one asked for my side and even when they heard it they called me a liar. and by leaving the community it didn't help, when I finally felt comfortable with coming back and try going for staff again I not only had comments on staff apps from people that had never even played with me but also those that had would tell me not to warn people if staff were on and then on my staff apps say, Well you haven't proved you could even handle it with donor powers. it got to the point that I poured every spare moment I had into the server, I would play always, if I wasn't on my laptop I was on my phone checking forums first thing in the morning and the last thing I did at night. That may of turned more into a rant but I don't even care there's a reason I don't really play prop hunt anymore and that's why.
Also if this gets hate I am deleting it cause I'm not dealing with that negativity in my life right now.