06-24-2021, 12:23 AM
Okay so Idk if this is gonna make sense? (I'm high pls forgive me - since yall want transparency I will be perfectly honest throughout this)
I agree with Travis, and I see all sides of the argument.
For me personally, Abdel ALWAYS gave me ~vibes~ ya dig, so when I started to notice some weird things I kept it in the back of my head, one day I was in a call with Fish, B0T, another member of staff I don't remember who, and B0T and myself BOTH brought up that there was something ~weird~ with Abdel, we started talking more and discovered the things we were seeing briefly and stories we heard in passing were actually something to look into - Fish did just that so quickly. And boom, Abdel was out.
With Geb, I saw Speedy's reply and honestly, wholeheartedly, thought it was just drama between the two based off their long past of Sona together, arguments, annoyances and Speedys app being denied. I should have listened to my gut that something wasn't right, but given how I had become so close with Geb so quickly, I refused to believe it was real until something more concrete was discovered.
I was fucking DEVISTATED when I found out about Geb. This was someone I made plans with, someone I was going to drive to see (they live on the same Island as me), someone who I found a really close friend in. I am still really hurt, angry, disgusted and fucking devastated. I have a lot happening in my personal life, I have a very mentally demanding career, my dad is probably about to kill himself or overdose on crack or both, my mom isn't well, I have multiple mental and physical health issues. So this news was just a lot to take in, and seeing people joke about them, bring it up with half assed facts and demanding more and more is HARD.
DAYS after this happens I have to re-watch it all, because half of you want more information (which I can absolutely understand) and half of you want the "next best thing" of drama to keep yourselves entertained. I get it, drama is fun. Causing a hell storm is hilarious, blah blah.
This was someones friend at some point. The victims are relying on our trust to keep this very private information safe. The victims are dealing with a lot of emotions and whatever else they are feeling.
I get it. But why are we giving when its never good enough for half of you.
I agree with Travis, and I see all sides of the argument.
For me personally, Abdel ALWAYS gave me ~vibes~ ya dig, so when I started to notice some weird things I kept it in the back of my head, one day I was in a call with Fish, B0T, another member of staff I don't remember who, and B0T and myself BOTH brought up that there was something ~weird~ with Abdel, we started talking more and discovered the things we were seeing briefly and stories we heard in passing were actually something to look into - Fish did just that so quickly. And boom, Abdel was out.
With Geb, I saw Speedy's reply and honestly, wholeheartedly, thought it was just drama between the two based off their long past of Sona together, arguments, annoyances and Speedys app being denied. I should have listened to my gut that something wasn't right, but given how I had become so close with Geb so quickly, I refused to believe it was real until something more concrete was discovered.
I was fucking DEVISTATED when I found out about Geb. This was someone I made plans with, someone I was going to drive to see (they live on the same Island as me), someone who I found a really close friend in. I am still really hurt, angry, disgusted and fucking devastated. I have a lot happening in my personal life, I have a very mentally demanding career, my dad is probably about to kill himself or overdose on crack or both, my mom isn't well, I have multiple mental and physical health issues. So this news was just a lot to take in, and seeing people joke about them, bring it up with half assed facts and demanding more and more is HARD.
DAYS after this happens I have to re-watch it all, because half of you want more information (which I can absolutely understand) and half of you want the "next best thing" of drama to keep yourselves entertained. I get it, drama is fun. Causing a hell storm is hilarious, blah blah.
This was someones friend at some point. The victims are relying on our trust to keep this very private information safe. The victims are dealing with a lot of emotions and whatever else they are feeling.
I get it. But why are we giving when its never good enough for half of you.
Go away
