[Pixie Soldier]

So I never actually saw any of the shit that went down in the discord or the post on the forum (the one with the tiers on it) as all of this happened while I was asleep. (stupid time zones) but I do want to say a little about this transparency topic and staffing.

So no, it is unlikely that any of the group involved in the incident would have known about what we have been dealing with in regards to the CP attacks. No we haven't made any kind of announcement about it (why would we?) however we were not hiding it, many members of the PH community knew about it because they were unfortunate enough to be on server when the guy attacks. (He's never on there long as it is always dealt with ASAP) Obviously all of our PH staff are aware and the upper staff on the other servers are too because when we get an account it gets banned everywhere. With only one admin for PH the other admins have been helping us out when Fish is unavailable, which we are grateful for.

This is a complex online world with a variety of people who have different backgrounds, views, sense of humour, ages etc etc. Yes people should be free to have fun and mess around, this is after all a gaming community. We are never all going to agree on what is funny, we are not all going to agree on what is appropriate to talk about within the forum and discord. However, if you are told by a discord, server or forum staff member to stop doing something, it's for a good reason, they are trying carry out the role given to them. 

The situation with staff members having to be banished due to their behaviour has been really draining on all of us, people think it's hilarious and as you can see from the screens Nicky posted there are a few who like to bring it up regularly. It's easy for them to laugh, they were far removed from it and it's just a joke to them. Am I glad they are both gone? Yes. Does that make it easier to get my head around the fact that I was spending time with people who were lying to us, hiding shit from us and doing something that makes me sick? No. 

I've been in this community almost 3 years so not as long as some but more than others. I've seen and been involved in my fair share of drama. What's done is done, personally I see very little point in dragging up the past. I only look forward. 

I genuinely wish that I could be more involved with the whole community and not just PH but most of the time I feel totally uncomfortable as there seems to be this weird divide between the servers, as if they are rivals. I care about this community, as corny as it sounds it has changed many parts of my life. I want to make it a better place for everyone but in turn the members of this community need to work with us and tell us how they want to see it improved. No more finger pointing, blame game or using ambiguous words. 


What do you actually want?

P.S. I'm willing to set up or take part in discussions if you do want real change. A forum thread derails far too fast for effective discussions.