[poop MANIAC(fecal frenzy!!!!!!!!]

maybe you guys are right. maybe i don't belong here. maybe i never will.

but i think i've learned something, from all this. the internet isn't about painting the most walls with the most shit, or wasting your life trying to force out the most confused smiles. it's about connecting together, being a part of a community rather than submerged in it; its about friends, making memories and being a part of something larger than yourself. some people are destined to work together with others to form great works, to develop a culture, a home even.

i guess that's not the life for me. i just can't seem to get people. i thought i was a clown, but in the end i was nothing more than bad memories.

my data's running low. not that it had a very high cap to begin with. i probably won't be saying much more, you'll be pleased to here.
keep doing good, and stay vigilant for freaks like me. there;s no future for me with people, i think. i don't know. sorry. i guess i'm just rambling now.