[poop MANIAC(fecal frenzy!!!!!!!!]

TL;DRThe fact is, irregardless of blurry lines and sneaky prods, I knew what I was doing. But I'm trying to turn that old image around, and I'm hoping that by rejoining the conversation I can more effectively communicate that, maybe give a picture that some of my old contacts on the TTT server can look at a little more fondly. The mods on prophunt can vouch for me, I've gotten blue rank there without a single kick or ban, you could ask the staff there (Ryzif, chellman, wilfry, to name the ones I've seen most) and they could tell you.

Don't bring me in this either, I will not vouch for you one bit.  You don't show up very often, so staff forget what punishment level you're at.
You've been listed and gagged for tons of sexual talk and gross topics.  
You kept typing/pressing binds for gross sentences in the text chat usually involving cum and buttholes.  Some of them were quite explicit and I've muted you for them multiple times.  The PH server tends to have a lot of children, so we are certainly more strict than more mature servers.

-1, I have no faith that you won't just continue to be gross in the discord again.

You bring up some good points, chellman, I always thought we were on better terms than that but that's what these things are for, you know, it's good to hear your honest, out of game take on it, like I said earlier I know I've been prone to escalate material that's getting tossed around, at the time I hadn't realized it was such a big deal and I think it's productive to give each other our honest thoughts about it. I had always tried to match the temperature of the room, but I could easily get lost in conversation with people and take things to a place where it went a little too heinous at times, and I'll admit that.

I would like to bring up the point that Ryzif made earlier, in that I haven't been on very much for the past several months. We haven't really played together in a while, and I've had a pretty busy year so far.  I've been in a position where I've been reconsidering a lot of things, thinking a lot about my own presence and legacy and all that, I'm not going to go into detail about it since I know you guys probably don't want to hear about it but the point is that, even then I would listen to you guys, you know, and when you gave me the hot potato as they say I would follow orders, if I realized that maybe I wasn't in the headspace to be on I would just leave.

It hurts that I don't have your faith, but I think I can still prove myself to you without it.