[Scraggly Poggers]

Oh boy, my longest post yet. Forgive any misspells or oddities in it as I must type this from a shitty mobile phone until I am near a computer.
 
@Gabe please don't bring up the Avi situation. You have no idea the full story there which is made completely evident as you reference a post in a long, long thread in which I had to defend myself from people who made Avi a huge victim when she made it clear later she viewed the whole incident as no big deal, and I apologized in both that thread and privately to her for making her feel discomfort on a personal level as that never was, never has been, and never will be my intent with my humor on the server. Again Avi, if you find this thread, I apologize for my actions then as they were never intended to cause harm.
 
The false slay from my past you bring up happened a while ago, don't be a child and dredge a past mistake up to make it seem like I do this constantly, I don't. In my years of playing on this server I've made mistakes and enemies, everyone in staff has.
 
To the people who bitch about me killing for being annoying, I've only ever done it to mic spammers, people who I personally find unbearable and obnoxious, or who have done something to insult those on the server I would call friend. I'll do this once to a person and stop as I don't believe in targeting or harassing someone just because I don't like them. I also make it clear, by the time I'm ready to kill for these things, that I am willing to take my punishment and that that sort of behavior is not condoned. I make it clear that doing so will result in either myself or another staff member will take action.
 
Now let us address these current accusations against me from Gabe.
 
You barely know me. I've never seen you on the sever before this incident you reported me for and when I was on, I was on for ~30 minutes. That is not nearly enough time for you to decide what kind of person and staff I am. How fucking dare you attack me personally with some of your comments, you have no right and nothing to validly back up your claims. Your flimsy so called "evidence" is just the text chat, you failed to mention at all my responding in the voice chat, reaffirming to you that it was unforgiven on my screen. I'm not going to retread my previous deconstruction of what you've said. You made an entire thread to accuse me and bring up the past that was left in the past, this wasn't a professional attack against me because you see me as unfit staff, this was very clearly personal which I don't understand as I have no outstanding memory of you, but perhaps I've "wronged" you or someone you know. Yes, it's obvious I made a mistake here in dealing with the report, no I'm not indifferent as a staff member and I do take my role with some amount of seriousness, but I also understand that this is just a video game, so I don't slit my wrists at every wrong turn and fuck up.
 
You make a big deal out of why I didn't slay myself, I've been told many times by mods, test mods, admins, and super admins to not handle slaying against myself and reports against myself or from myself, I'll be a biased view in it. With that being said, let me counter your point @Gabe. Why didn't you or @Lycan (Love you, fuck you) slay me? You're both staff, you both made it clear I had screwed up and that you could clearly see I screwed up. Do your own job, since I'm so careless, and add the slay. I didn't do it as it would be unprofessional to do such when other staff are present to do so, I do that in order to avoid trouble.


Forgot to mention this initially, the reason I left was to go to work. I didn't have a choice, I'm happy to take the slay next time I'm on the server. I didn't leave out of carelessness, not that you knew that because you probably didn't hear me to few times I said I had to go to work soon that day. I can provide my work schedule and further elaborate on the subject as needed.


TL; DR - You made a thread in which you attacked me personally for no reason, made a mountain out of a molehill over a mistake, brought up previously resolved problems as though they have bearing now, and claimed I should've done your job for you @Gabe, and I acknowledge that the handling of the report was my mistake and will accept punishment for it.
 
 
 
 
 
Thank you for being the bigger man than me in this situation Wiggly Nose Penis Toes, it is appreciated.
 
 
 
(Please keep that I have dyslexia in mind, it is very possible and very likely my brain switched the check mark and the X mark while I tried to quickly handle the report. I will also attempt to rectify any misspells I've made in this post at home on Word.)

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Mr. Hat haven't been a part of the community for very long, just having gotten back into Gmod a bit after a long while of being away. Every staff members I have come across has been pretty laid back and relaxed and some even helpful. @matt_st3 (Strongrule) and I had a lot of fun tossing discombobulaters everywhere just the other night. @Gabe was very helpful when I first joined helping me out figuring out how the point system works. BUT the first time I ever met @Doug Dimmadome he joined the server and was loud, rude, and just outright not fun to be around. I ended up leaving just so I didn't have to play alongside what I personally call toxic. I wouldn't say my encounter is means to ban but it was definitely a good enough reason for me to +1 this post.
 
You not liking me isn't relevant to this post at all, you don't have to like me. I don't care if you don't like me either, nothing you said here is relevant to the thread.

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Its try very rude staff member, You want nice staff member to show new players that they can trust them and that they feel safe

 
Again, nothing said here is relevant to the thread. I do not have to be nice to you as a staff member, most of staff is generally not that nice.