[Canceled Fish]

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• I actually banned you for saying the n word about more than enough times for you to get banned, despite the warnings and gags i gave you. Then you tried to gag evade twice, which I didn't do anything about except gag you right as you loaded back in. I wish I started recording during that map.
  

• I do admit I should've done better to gag/mute the others saying it, but you also have to admit that you were the one picking the fights after I ungagged you. I even used csay to warn everyone and told both you and Hani to stop arguing about it but I don't have have a screenshot of that.
  

• I did warn Pickle Rick for abusing his donor powers after I mistakenly thought he was Trusted, so I'm not sure what you're talking about there. 
  

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I'm not quite sure how I abused my powers if I gagged/banned you for using the n word. I did ban you for constant RDM though according to the screenshots I've received.

I wasn't picking fights with anyone. Everyone had "beef" with my in the server because I was the one who was getting muted and gagged for saying the n-word and not others, thus instigating me to get upset and be a target for others to carry on their harassment towards me. I kept repeatedly telling you to help me and you never did. Once you told me and Hani to stop arguing, we all had pretty much stopped. I wish you had recorded because then it would look a lot better on my part than the way you word it. I had Pickle Rick and another person muted cause they kept harassing me and even crowbarring my name into a wall saying I was gay and you didn't do anything to them. I will admit to gag evading and saying the n-word but when I was using the n-word and gag evading I was genuinely not trying to be a minge but was simply trying to get you to understand that it wasn't fair for me to be punished and not others, as it seems a lot like favoritism and still does.

I know you warned Pickle Rick after realizing he wasn't trusted. I'm not sure what you're talking about when you say you don't know what I'm talking about because I clearly stated in a past comment that he continued harassing me afterwards and you never did anything about it. Convenient of you to post damage logs showing my fuckups but none of the logs showing my admin chats to you or anything of that sort, including the mass amounts of rulebreaking that was going on that you weren't doing anything about because you were so focused on me.

In those screenshots, you can see I killed mininerd a lot. He was the other one I was talking about in my comment in the original unban request and which is why I asked you to consider looking further into the matter, as mininerd was the one mainly doing all the false kosing on the server. Every single round that would start, he would KOS me or RDM me. And with all due respect, I would have honestly thought you could read damage logs better being a mod, but those last two screenshots aren't even RDM. Just because I killed an innocent doesn't make it automatically RDM on my part and it's sad that you used that as grounds to permaban me when you weren't even the one who handled that situation and are just acting on a screenshot. Those screenshots are far into the round already and have the red ! next to them because I killed them for either t-baiting or something similar like shooting. The first screenshot was a misunderstanding and I wasn't even reported by bossman because he knew it was crossfire when I was trying to kill the traitor that was killing me (ferret, who coincidentally had been following me and targetting me that whole time last night)

The second screenshot was the only valid screenshot there but even then it was only because Ferret had also kept it up with the harassment and I was sick of it. Anyway, like I said, please look more into this matter because this "evidence" of yours isn't really valid given the reasonings and even then I don't feel that it's grounds for a permaban in the first place.

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I understand where you're coming from, I mean lol quite a handful of us are guilty of going after people but I personally understand from being on both ends of the situation of getting harassed or being the harasser. I mean I myself am guilty for saying something too but it really does rub off on you when its constant nonstop bickering and very minimal gameplay coming out of it.
Which ever outcome you get from this unban request or just any server in general, I highly suggest that if you get harassed like this, to push the current staff on to do something, and if not take screenshots of everything, including what you're saying as well, it comes in handy as staff in a lot of communities need as much evidence as you can get.
I have nothing further to say though on those specific situations as I only spoke about what I personally saw as I stopped paying attention because it was getting quite tedious.

Really appreciate the mature reply here despite our arguments with each other last night lol. Cheers.