08-25-2019, 01:11 PM
Ingame Name: Mallakk
SteamID: STEAM_0:0:58849867
Who Banned You: Queef
Reason For Ban: Toxic/ forgot to ban from 6 months ago
Length of Ban: perm
Reason for Admins to Unban: What I did was not all the bad but the reaction dong had was the reason i was bannned
Have you been banned before (Link relevant threads): yes for like 2 days
Other:
About 6 months ago i was demoted for tmod with no warning or talking to![[Image: c5a4f56c3101a47917a71f893a899780.png]](https://i.gyazo.com/c5a4f56c3101a47917a71f893a899780.png)
The main reason for this was my interaction with Dong the night after he was denied Tmod. What i did was call him bad staff and poke at him for not getting tmod, while very mean and toxic in my mindset at the time I was simply joking around with another staff member.![[Image: 784e07aa0292cdb2a6636bafa53f13d1-png.jpg]](https://i.gyazo.com/thumb/1200/784e07aa0292cdb2a6636bafa53f13d1-png.jpg)
I had a lot written out about how I was banned for Dongs reaction to what I said and not what I said you can see that paragraph here if u want
https://gyazo.com/1a616209ecd0347173d6c8fc26624ffd
But as i think about if Dong did go through with it that night, even though I didn't know he had issues, that I don't know how i would be able to cope with that. His reaction isn't what make my action toxic or not, they just were. This was almost a year ago since then a whole lot has changed in my life, I'm not going to try to defend myself here. I just want to acknowledge i was wrong, state that I didn't know how badly i was hurting him, and say I've changed a lot. I don't have ill will towards people I just existed in a toxic environment for so long that that's just the way i talked to people. Since the start of this year I've been removed/removed myself from a lot of these toxic environments and I've still got a ways to go but I'm not nearly as bad as before and for the 9 months since this incident I've had no issues with anyone else, I think that speaks for itself that I've worked on being nicer.
SteamID: STEAM_0:0:58849867
Who Banned You: Queef
Reason For Ban: Toxic/ forgot to ban from 6 months ago
Length of Ban: perm
Reason for Admins to Unban: What I did was not all the bad but the reaction dong had was the reason i was bannned
Have you been banned before (Link relevant threads): yes for like 2 days
Other:
About 6 months ago i was demoted for tmod with no warning or talking to
The main reason for this was my interaction with Dong the night after he was denied Tmod. What i did was call him bad staff and poke at him for not getting tmod, while very mean and toxic in my mindset at the time I was simply joking around with another staff member.
I had a lot written out about how I was banned for Dongs reaction to what I said and not what I said you can see that paragraph here if u want
https://gyazo.com/1a616209ecd0347173d6c8fc26624ffd
But as i think about if Dong did go through with it that night, even though I didn't know he had issues, that I don't know how i would be able to cope with that. His reaction isn't what make my action toxic or not, they just were. This was almost a year ago since then a whole lot has changed in my life, I'm not going to try to defend myself here. I just want to acknowledge i was wrong, state that I didn't know how badly i was hurting him, and say I've changed a lot. I don't have ill will towards people I just existed in a toxic environment for so long that that's just the way i talked to people. Since the start of this year I've been removed/removed myself from a lot of these toxic environments and I've still got a ways to go but I'm not nearly as bad as before and for the 9 months since this incident I've had no issues with anyone else, I think that speaks for itself that I've worked on being nicer.
