10-17-2019, 11:17 AM
(This post was last modified: 10-17-2019, 11:54 AM by lacer.
Edit Reason: hi imstupid and forgot to insert a pic
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(Hi! Before I start this appeal, I would like to request ONLY TTT and PH unbans. Discord is a definite no, and forums are up to the admins. Also, I urge you, the reader, to read through the entire appeal before commenting. Thanks!)
In-game Name: Laced Xanax, ✪ shroud, Shepherd, Cartwheel, Doug, and countless other names
SteamID: STEAM_0:1:61988625
Who Banned You: Collective admin decision, Avi on TTT, TheUltraFish on PH
Reason for Ban: Official reason, I believe, was toxicity and harassment
Length of Ban: Permanent
Reason for Admins to Unban: Will be explained in greater detail in Other section, but here's the "short" version.
I understand that I was toxic at times. Yes, some things I said were out of line, and uncalled for. I'll address some of those times later.
However, I think it's unfair that the "story" surrounding this ban paints me as someone who constantly harasses a select few people, and (this is the word of the admins, not mine) "would go into such things such [as] various threads on the forums, on server, individual’s dm’s, and follow them through Discords depending on what thing was done that they disagreed with."
Yes, this particular line referred to the two groups, or "cliques" that were banned, one of which I have been framed to be a part of. Anybody who knows me and knows me well can tell you that while I certainly am not a saint, nor will I ever be, I am also not who I am made out to be by the admins.
I would like to be unbanned so that I may be able to interact and play a somewhat fun game with my friends again.
The reason for the admins to unban me? The evidence shown against me in both this and this thread is either A. not strong enough for an entire community ban, B. too minute in either numbers or content, or C. just flat out misunderstood/one-sided. Of course, there is some amount of publicly provided evidence that does hold some weight. In the Other section, I'm going to go over each piece of evidence that was used against me, and explain things from my point of view.
The reason I have only requested server unbans is the majority of my problems have stemmed from the forums, and arguably Discord. I'd rather not take the chance of getting myself in more hot water than I already have.
Have you been banned before (Link relevant threads): Once.
![[Image: 83dfd5214bf5dfd96edd1f5ba2285163-png.jpg]](https://i.gyazo.com/thumb/1200/83dfd5214bf5dfd96edd1f5ba2285163-png.jpg)
Other: Gonna have to end up putting a link to a Google Doc here, because
![[Image: CmlZjfO.png]](https://i.imgur.com/CmlZjfO.png)
Please, read THIS entire thing before commenting.
Now, some people I do want to make amends with for my actions:
@Trombowen Boy, did I royally fuck up with you. I became very cold and toxic towards you for no good reason, and you honestly didn't deserve one bit of the shit you got from me. I have no excuse for what I've done to you, and I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me for being an absolute dick to you. I'm sorry, buddy.
@"JustKuono" I've said it twice in this post (in the Google Docs form, actually) but I want to say it again. That post on Battons' application was uncalled for, unnecessary, and downright despicable. We don't get along now so it may not mean much to you, but it helps me clear my conscience. I'm sorry.
@"Burrito Bowl" That whole bind spamming shit was definitely uncalled for, and I only saw it as a meme, even after I was warned/banned for it. The shit that people gave you after for that incident wasn't warranted, and I apologize.
@queef commando While we don't get along well, I don't believe putting all of the blame onto you was fair or justified at all. My sincere apologies.
There's a lot more that I haven't covered, mostly because this isn't the place for it. This appeal only contains my POV on the evidence that was used against me in the Supreme Court of Dinkleberg.
If you have any questions, comments, concerns, etc. please post them on this thread or send them to an admin, and I will try my best to respond either on the thread itself, or I will private message you to continue the conversation if I believe it will clutter up the thread.
(Not to try and shift the blame, but staffing took a toll on my mental health and overall mood, which may have contributed to my behavior on the forums and anywhere else.)
Also, shoutout to my mans @Fozzy for this:
In-game Name: Laced Xanax, ✪ shroud, Shepherd, Cartwheel, Doug, and countless other names
SteamID: STEAM_0:1:61988625
Who Banned You: Collective admin decision, Avi on TTT, TheUltraFish on PH
Reason for Ban: Official reason, I believe, was toxicity and harassment
Length of Ban: Permanent
Reason for Admins to Unban: Will be explained in greater detail in Other section, but here's the "short" version.
I understand that I was toxic at times. Yes, some things I said were out of line, and uncalled for. I'll address some of those times later.
However, I think it's unfair that the "story" surrounding this ban paints me as someone who constantly harasses a select few people, and (this is the word of the admins, not mine) "would go into such things such [as] various threads on the forums, on server, individual’s dm’s, and follow them through Discords depending on what thing was done that they disagreed with."
Yes, this particular line referred to the two groups, or "cliques" that were banned, one of which I have been framed to be a part of. Anybody who knows me and knows me well can tell you that while I certainly am not a saint, nor will I ever be, I am also not who I am made out to be by the admins.
I would like to be unbanned so that I may be able to interact and play a somewhat fun game with my friends again.
The reason for the admins to unban me? The evidence shown against me in both this and this thread is either A. not strong enough for an entire community ban, B. too minute in either numbers or content, or C. just flat out misunderstood/one-sided. Of course, there is some amount of publicly provided evidence that does hold some weight. In the Other section, I'm going to go over each piece of evidence that was used against me, and explain things from my point of view.
The reason I have only requested server unbans is the majority of my problems have stemmed from the forums, and arguably Discord. I'd rather not take the chance of getting myself in more hot water than I already have.
Have you been banned before (Link relevant threads): Once.
Other: Gonna have to end up putting a link to a Google Doc here, because
Please, read THIS entire thing before commenting.
Now, some people I do want to make amends with for my actions:
@Trombowen Boy, did I royally fuck up with you. I became very cold and toxic towards you for no good reason, and you honestly didn't deserve one bit of the shit you got from me. I have no excuse for what I've done to you, and I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me for being an absolute dick to you. I'm sorry, buddy.
@"JustKuono" I've said it twice in this post (in the Google Docs form, actually) but I want to say it again. That post on Battons' application was uncalled for, unnecessary, and downright despicable. We don't get along now so it may not mean much to you, but it helps me clear my conscience. I'm sorry.
@"Burrito Bowl" That whole bind spamming shit was definitely uncalled for, and I only saw it as a meme, even after I was warned/banned for it. The shit that people gave you after for that incident wasn't warranted, and I apologize.
@queef commando While we don't get along well, I don't believe putting all of the blame onto you was fair or justified at all. My sincere apologies.
There's a lot more that I haven't covered, mostly because this isn't the place for it. This appeal only contains my POV on the evidence that was used against me in the Supreme Court of Dinkleberg.
If you have any questions, comments, concerns, etc. please post them on this thread or send them to an admin, and I will try my best to respond either on the thread itself, or I will private message you to continue the conversation if I believe it will clutter up the thread.
(Not to try and shift the blame, but staffing took a toll on my mental health and overall mood, which may have contributed to my behavior on the forums and anywhere else.)
Also, shoutout to my mans @Fozzy for this:
