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No, I told them exactly what I said in my original post that you seem to have ignored. Otherwise I wouldn't have to continue repeating myself. I'll upload everything when I get home though so they can see the entire situation, outside of the messages on steam cause as I said before I didn't save those due to you putting personal things in them and I don't feel that it's right to spread your personal issues around.

I'll be home in a few hours. Until then I won't be responding cause I'm not going to continually go in circles with you over something you clearly are NOT understanding.

I'm not misunderstanding anything. You're either exceptionally dishonest or delusional. I intentionally did what I did at the end in an effort to get banned rather than out of even the most generous definition of malice. I'm really bad at evaluating things in the moment and I can be overly kind and generous to a flaw for a while, but I'm grateful I tend to find myself here after enough time passes. I intentionally tried getting banned because in the moment, I thought it would be best for both of us and I still saw you as a friend somewhat in spite of what you did. I later decided intentionally getting permanently banned and denying myself an opportunity to fully recollect some of the stuff I did wrong (there's a certain blurry memory I really want back) so I can make up my misdeeds to as many people as possible was cowardly, and considering how you've treated me, it really wasn't worth going that far out of my way to make life easier for someone who wronged me in such a manner. I act now by appealing, in accordance with what is the right thing to do and I feel no remorse for it, similarly to how I don't feel sorry for the final offense that led to my permanent banning, which I admit was bizarre, but it was well-intentioned and I really don't like how I'm being portrayed for it, even though it's basically what I wanted to happen when I did what I did. I'm smiling a bit because it's funny to me, honestly.