12-13-2019, 01:43 AM
(This post was last modified: 12-13-2019, 01:44 AM by Penguinslayer4.)
I don't really know how to start things like this, so I guess just bare with me. Just getting things off my chest cause my mind is over thinking things as usual.
To @[Yellow] Travis1421 and @Nicol Bolas, I honestly don't know what I would have done without you guys in the last 1-3 years, all the late nights you guys have spent with me, the phone calls, texts, voice chats, etc. Making sure I don't give in to the demons in my mind. All the laughs and fun times. Just...everything. I couldn't ask for better best friends, even if I tend to forget to message you Travis for long periods of time. I truly appreciate every second you both have spent with me.
To @"ice water turned atlantic", you may not even read this and honestly I don't blame you if you don't. I just want to apologize, I know I can't change the past and I know I could have handled everything that happened a lot better. And I'm sorry that I didn't. I have a lot of maturing to do, and for the part I played in our friendship falling apart I'm truly sorry.
To @matt_st3 (Strongrule) and @Dildo Shwaggins, thanks for keeping me sane and being a safe haven for venting and memes, and just overall making a small part of my life worth living. I really appreciate you guys.
For those who have stuck with me through thick and thin, through mental breakdowns and set backs, and have stood by me even when my anxiety has caused me to push people away, thank you with all my heart. Cause honestly, without you guys I wouldn't still be alive, and that's a fact.
Thus Toncludes my Ted talk I guess. It's 2am and I work in 6 hours, but too much in brain to sleep. Maybe now my brain will quiet down a bit.
P.S. fuck you Travis for your colored name, took me forever to figure out how to tag you.
To @[Yellow] Travis1421 and @Nicol Bolas, I honestly don't know what I would have done without you guys in the last 1-3 years, all the late nights you guys have spent with me, the phone calls, texts, voice chats, etc. Making sure I don't give in to the demons in my mind. All the laughs and fun times. Just...everything. I couldn't ask for better best friends, even if I tend to forget to message you Travis for long periods of time. I truly appreciate every second you both have spent with me.
To @"ice water turned atlantic", you may not even read this and honestly I don't blame you if you don't. I just want to apologize, I know I can't change the past and I know I could have handled everything that happened a lot better. And I'm sorry that I didn't. I have a lot of maturing to do, and for the part I played in our friendship falling apart I'm truly sorry.
To @matt_st3 (Strongrule) and @Dildo Shwaggins, thanks for keeping me sane and being a safe haven for venting and memes, and just overall making a small part of my life worth living. I really appreciate you guys.
For those who have stuck with me through thick and thin, through mental breakdowns and set backs, and have stood by me even when my anxiety has caused me to push people away, thank you with all my heart. Cause honestly, without you guys I wouldn't still be alive, and that's a fact.
Thus Toncludes my Ted talk I guess. It's 2am and I work in 6 hours, but too much in brain to sleep. Maybe now my brain will quiet down a bit.
P.S. fuck you Travis for your colored name, took me forever to figure out how to tag you.
