[JesseTheUndeadCowboy]

I would like to say that if or whenever I come back to play ttt again or gmod in general I will probably take the things rand has said to heart, especially on the first page. I’ll probably still be on the forums and discord though just going to try to avoid stuff sometimes. I have been so stressed lately it seems that I forgot how to actually have fun and not be so serious about things all the time. I realized that now so I’ll probably going on to player other games at the moment, but I would like to say that what rand has said on the first page is some very good points I believe. When or if I come back I hope I can be more lax and not so dam stressed about everything that  I feel like I have ruined players time on the server and I’m sorry for that. I wish I wasn’t so tensed about everything but it was most likely due to me being stressed about everything. Anyway I wish y’all luck and happy holidays or merry Christmas. Also I’m sorry for the people I might have driven away. I wish I’ve could of done more sometimes or acted better then maybe things wouldn’t be as bad as they are now. Again I’m sorry if I have caused pain to anyone on this community and made you feel not happy/able to have a good time.