[Penguinslayer4]

he suggested an attempt at an unban on discord to show you can actually get along with the community considering forums seems to be a no go as any time you get criticism you lash out. despite it not working on your computer there are other ways to access discord. No staff here would ever wish you dead. I've never wished anyone dead EVER. And I know my fellow staff members, at least, the active ones. Nor do any of us hate you. We simply dont feel that the -1ing everyone and the lashing out is proper behavior for someone who wants to come back into the community. And we've said it many times, and yet, it continues.

TL; DR We dont wish you dead. However, how you behave on forums is not the way someone who wants an unban should behave. how you represent yourself on forums in an unban request is a good indicator on how you will behave if unbanned.