[Pixie Soldier]

Obviously I was not around when all of this went down, however I don't think it was very responsible to have an admin who was so young in the first place. Its a huge role to take on at such a young age. This does not condone your behaviour but it does give some background on the situation. If a similar situation arose now would you handle it differently? I'd like to think so, you do seem sincere in your apology and a lot of time has past. 

I agree with what some people have already said, I'm in favour of a forum and discord unban for now to give people a chance to see that you have matured and changed. If there are no issues in the next few months then a server ban could follow. 

As for staffing in the future, you would need to have been here for a long time, consistently and without any problems for it to be an option.