[Mother Nuru.]

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I honestly didn't know anyone else aside from derp was going to reapply, him and I just were because we did last year, and it was a good time. The rest came completely outta left field for me.

i don't think so, I don't really do that whole clique thing when it comes to staffing, I was always pretty good at separating that stuff out, which peeps can attest for in my time last year.

Yeah, like I said, I still feel bad about that whole thing, and have been trying to be more lowkey about everything like that for awhile now. Honestly, at that point, I didn't ever even think of going to dink, I didn't think any non-admin really /did/ that ever. But I've been told by a few peeps that that's a thing, plus our admin team is much larger than it was then with its entire one person, so that's helpful.

I can't say -1 because of the way you responded. Just keep working at it. If you don't get it this time I think you should next time.
+0 for the bad gamer