[BIIG_SAD]

+1 for promotion to Trusted, BIIG_SAD has done a great job with his ban requests (though they don't necessarily need to be essay length (says the person with essays for applications...)).

I will say though BIIG_SAD, you need to mentally prepare yourself for the abuse that will get thrown your way.  I remember on your Todoroki ban request that you said you needed to decompress after that event.  As staff, you will get abused quite often by players who don't like you enforcing the rules.  You must remember to take time off from the game when you need to, and call in staff reinforcements as needed.

Good luck on your application

In response to this, Chellman, I can answer to this. The main reason this impacted me so much was because I trusted Todoroki wouldn't, and because I didn't have the speaking powers that I needed to end the nonsense. Basically, after ringing for help, and getting none, the options were to keep recording, or to disconnect. I voted to keep recording past where I was comfortable (and where, staff would have used powers), then hopped off when it got super spicy. After that, I got stuff from outside the game (that was super uncool). Basically, I thought that todo wouldn't hound after me outside of the game, and that he wouldn't harass me in it either. I honestly felt a bit betrayed, and had to take a short bit (about a day), to come to terms with the fact that Todo did a bad.
I do agree that this is something I can improve. Thanks for the critique.