[Ryzif]

If you got addicted/obsessed with Gmod in general then we would be doing you a kindness to not give you the ability to develop that unhealthy habit again. In other words, keep you banned. Who would dare give a recovering alcoholic a bottle of booze?

You also reference it's cringe to alt evade? Your whole behavior was "cringe" after you stepped down from staff. I'm not going to bother repeating what Kap'n has already said (even though I fully agree with it) but you didn't really bring anything positive to the server that I can say we need. You were just an edgelord troll and that's that. I feel like you've burned through your chances. Before you stepped down you were at the very minimum tolerable and somewhat fun. 

"I am also willing to agree to a compromise in which I am unbanned with the expectation of good behavior overall, with the deal that if I violate some rules in a mass form again or cause major issues, I'd be community banned. I believe this would be reasonable." - Winter (3)

Also, you don't really have the option of compromise. You don't get what you want. It's a perma ban until decided otherwise.  

- 1 to reduction and unban.

I just saw what was posted as I was writing this and although I'm not really going to address it because I'm tired I will say one thing. If you feel there are changes to be made, then resigning and becoming some racist, edgy troll is certainly not the way to do it.