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-1 you are continuing to blame staff for your own actions /snip

This is what I am trying to get across, that there is some correlation, however there is never causation. I cannot blame staff as the direct cause for my actions, they were not. At the end of the day, behaviors were performed by me, not by anybody else, so there is no one to blame but myself on these actions. In hindsight, of course I regret my actions as they got me banned, and I do admit they were wrong, and that I do apologize for them.
I did go off the deep end towards the end (besides the last two weeks) and I acknowledge that, and it's something I'm not proud of either, however it's not something I anticipate happening ever again, whether or not there is any form of reduction. 

Most people are focusing on the fact that they believe I got on every day to troll and ruin staff members lives, however in the last two weeks of my stay that was very clearly not true, even after I was unbanned originally on winter. I didn't get on gmod for the game but rather for the friends I had on the server. Even since my first ban my behavior has been better, and that ban was back in Feb already. It's a guarantee that I would return (assuming a reduction is granted) on better behavior, such as the final two weeks.

Sorry if I'm not replying to everyone individually, I don't want to flood the thread with replies as I also don't know who necessarily wants to be replied to. If someone wants me to respond to their post regarding my actions or other things, please edit the post and leave a comment in there to do so. 

One thing I will openly deny is people claiming that I am racist, I never have been and never will be. If we consider slur baiting to be the absolute determinant on if someone is racist/homophobic etc, that's a pretty poor standard.

I know I can do better as a person, especially given the life developments and etc. that I've had lately. I want to be able to prove this to the community, that I am no longer the troll that I was for a bit.