07-04-2023, 03:31 PM
Well, I can honestly say I wasn't expecting to spend part of my day dealing with something like this lmao.)
Starting with the part about teaming, it is true that there are a specific few individuals I'll turn a blind eye to if they're a Traitor. My only defense for that, if I even need one, is the fact that this is a game meant to be played and enjoyed. I've never actively shot at or hindered Innocents fighting Traitors in the instances where I choose not to kill them even though I have proof they're a Traitor. Is that against the rules? I'm not sure. If it is, I'd appreciate it if a member of Staff can let me know.)
Related to teaming: It is also true that I will ask Traitors for a Trident if I'm an Innocent. Similarly to Toxic, however, it's specifically for one person on the server whom I have an ongoing bet/joke with on who can get more Trident kills than the other. At no point in time do I use any "ill-gotten" Traitor items for the purpose of RDMing or causing mass chaos. That ain't fun for anyone.)
Secondly, the false KOSing. I am utterly certain I've never intentionally false KOS'd Kaiwan, or anyone else for that matter. It's possible she took the usual pre-round "Oh, KOS this person)" shenanigans seriously? I'm not sure. Other than that, any KOSs I've called on Kaiwan are either because I'm a Traitor or because I had a justifiable reason to do so.)
Moving right along into the verbal harassment part: I'm not sure what she's referring to specifically. Nothing that I've said to her stands out in my mind as being different than anything I've said to other people on the server as a joke. Admittedly, my sense of humor can be a bit rough, plus I've been told people sometimes struggle with knowing when I'm kidding and when I'm not. If Kaiwan had a problem with anything I've said to her, it was never brought up in-game to me directly in a polite fashion or with the obvious intent of reconciling whatever was said to cause the bad blood she clearly feels towards me. There was no attempt to reconcile whatever hurt feelings I have inadvertently caused with my words and/or actions. All I have received from Kaiwan are insults, slurs, and derogatory comments on things like my voice, my singing, and how I interact with my friends on the server.)
While it's true I have RDM'd Kaiwan once or twice as an innocent, it's never been a targeted affair or with the intention to ruin her fun. To my knowledge, only one of those RDMs has gone unpunished due to Staff not being online. I'm more than happy to take the slay if it means putting this whole business behind us.)
To cap off what rapidly spun into far more than I thought I would be typing on this matter, I'd like to formally extend an apology towards Kaiwan for whatever it is I did that caused her enough grief to try and get me banned from the server. My intention when playing this game is to have fun, not ruin it for others.)
Starting with the part about teaming, it is true that there are a specific few individuals I'll turn a blind eye to if they're a Traitor. My only defense for that, if I even need one, is the fact that this is a game meant to be played and enjoyed. I've never actively shot at or hindered Innocents fighting Traitors in the instances where I choose not to kill them even though I have proof they're a Traitor. Is that against the rules? I'm not sure. If it is, I'd appreciate it if a member of Staff can let me know.)
Related to teaming: It is also true that I will ask Traitors for a Trident if I'm an Innocent. Similarly to Toxic, however, it's specifically for one person on the server whom I have an ongoing bet/joke with on who can get more Trident kills than the other. At no point in time do I use any "ill-gotten" Traitor items for the purpose of RDMing or causing mass chaos. That ain't fun for anyone.)
Secondly, the false KOSing. I am utterly certain I've never intentionally false KOS'd Kaiwan, or anyone else for that matter. It's possible she took the usual pre-round "Oh, KOS this person)" shenanigans seriously? I'm not sure. Other than that, any KOSs I've called on Kaiwan are either because I'm a Traitor or because I had a justifiable reason to do so.)
Moving right along into the verbal harassment part: I'm not sure what she's referring to specifically. Nothing that I've said to her stands out in my mind as being different than anything I've said to other people on the server as a joke. Admittedly, my sense of humor can be a bit rough, plus I've been told people sometimes struggle with knowing when I'm kidding and when I'm not. If Kaiwan had a problem with anything I've said to her, it was never brought up in-game to me directly in a polite fashion or with the obvious intent of reconciling whatever was said to cause the bad blood she clearly feels towards me. There was no attempt to reconcile whatever hurt feelings I have inadvertently caused with my words and/or actions. All I have received from Kaiwan are insults, slurs, and derogatory comments on things like my voice, my singing, and how I interact with my friends on the server.)
While it's true I have RDM'd Kaiwan once or twice as an innocent, it's never been a targeted affair or with the intention to ruin her fun. To my knowledge, only one of those RDMs has gone unpunished due to Staff not being online. I'm more than happy to take the slay if it means putting this whole business behind us.)
To cap off what rapidly spun into far more than I thought I would be typing on this matter, I'd like to formally extend an apology towards Kaiwan for whatever it is I did that caused her enough grief to try and get me banned from the server. My intention when playing this game is to have fun, not ruin it for others.)