[moocow]

hi i wanted to give my thoughts on this because fuck i might as well since the whole world and their mommas are here

i've never really talked to tiefling one on one, the only interactions we have are through mutual discords (no cult hivemind here or whatever), but when miss lesbian first joined the community, i found her very abrasive and argumentive, not in a way that totally disrupts the peace but enough to be a problem and for me to find her annoying as fuck (sorry lesbian), i was initially shocked when she first got staff but seeing how she's really turned her attitude around since she first joined has really changed my opinion on her. i think she has a solid head on her shoulders and she's actually really nice to interact with now.

on the rare occasions that we do play together, the first thing i've ever seen her do before actually playing was making sure all ban requests were handled and all punishments dealt out, i havent seen this "bias" that people have been throwing around in this thread, i've only seen her deal out warns and punishments that are deserved, no "dishing out warns" for no reason, everything i've seen her do has followed staff guidelines. if you feel like you are being "targeted" with punishments, chances are its probably warranted, repeat offenders dont get as much grace as people who sometimes break a rule on accident. some of you commenting about the feeling of being targeted by her are the exact same people staff have had to discuss over and over again through the years because their behavior never changes, interesting.

now, this personal vendetta that some of you seem to have out for her feels so childish and ridiculous, not all staff has to be your best friend in order to staff fairly and honestly after reviewing some clips i cannot blame her at all for not wanting to befriend some of you, some of the "jokes" dished out were disgusting to listen to and i would want to avoid people like that as well and she is well within her right to keep her distance. as for her lack of mic usage, she is also completely in her right to not want to use her voice to speak in the server, after nearly 10 years in this community i still get harassed TO THIS DAY about my feminine voice, i dont use my mic in most other video games because the of the harassment that feminine people experience simply by existing on a video game, it absolutely makes sense that she wouldnt choose to use her mic here, especially when there's already so much hostility towards her without the mic on. thats such a ridiculous point to argue against her with when the literal owner of this server hasnt uttered a word into voice chat before.

to round this all out, a tldr if you will, miss lesbian did not start out on the right foot in this community but has made great strides to improve herself and provide a safe space for the average non-minge dinklebergs ttt player, you may not have had great experiences with her personally but maybe we should try to self reflect and ask why someone may not like us after the interactions we share with them.
from the interactions i have shared with miss tiefling lesbian i feel as if she has a good thought process and i dont believe that any of her perceived hostility applies to the general population of dinklebergs ttt, everything she does as staff is well within the staff guidelines and she, as a human being who is inherently flawed, is allowed to make mistakes sometimes and she is allowed to keep arms length with people who treat her like shit! hope this helps