[Papa Cossette]

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you seem to be really popular on the forums, so I assume that means you're a great and inviting person to talk to. I don't play PH, so I haven't met you (yet!!), but you know, your sanity is of utmost importance. Mental health comes before other obligations. I can't offer you great advice myself, but you always have the option of taking a break, talking to someone... anything that would at least ameliorate what's going on. You'll get through this. We all have those times where we feel like we're unwanted or the world would revolve without us, but just remember that there are people on this server who truly care about you. You're a part of the one big great family that is Dink's GMod.

Taylors right, I also don't know you personally but your mental health should come before everything. You just do what you need to do for yourself to be good, and if taking a break from toxic things is what you need then do it, focus on yourself, find something you love doing and fuck all the people that bring you down and make you feel less. Literally everyone is the same and no ones better than anyone, so don't let anyone tear you down and make you feel bad about urself. Seems odd coming from a gaming forum but actually try going for a walk or a bike ride to just listen to music and just think or don't think and just relax mostly and get to a good place with yourself before you think you have to fill anyone's expectations.
Just keep moving forward life's not stopping so neither should you:)
(Or you can fake it till u make it and go the long run)