[Lovanatana]

DGrif,

I understand your anxiety to wish and help the server, but it's just not time yet. I understand breaks and everyone gets them, especially to relieve of negative energies, but I don't see consistiency.

Constantly refuting other claims is a very brave thing to do, but admitting to said claims is more couragous then any refutation ever could say.

The key to being a staff member is realizing you are a steward of the community and you serve the people, you are someone who is gifted that by the eyes of the server. Admittion to mistakes, modesty, and maturity are also key to being staff.

Not saying you have to wear a suit and tie as soon as you sign up, but you set an example for others, and to understand that, is mature.

I have faith that if you keep coming on, with a delay of time before you post your next app, you will be accepted if you follow advice given by other users to you.

Good luck.