[moocow]

Personally, I would be more active if the energy on the server isn't constantly so hostile, the majority of the time the players hassle staff and harass them, which has to be dealt with on top of reports, other players being harassed, most of the time constant arguing with each other and with staff, it makes playing on the server completely unbearable, which is why people staff for short bursts at a time, you get burned out super easily whenever you're treated like trash, getting on with other staff members cushions the blow, but once they start trickling out the cushions get lost and you're stuck with everything piling on top of you again, the server has just become a toxic hole that is not fun to play on anymore.

I don't mean to attack you when I say this so please don't take it personally. 

If you don't enjoy being on the server why not step down so you don't feel obligated to do something that admins expect you to do? It clears up a moderator spot letting an active test mod get promoted. Wouldn't you agree it's more efficient this way for you and the server? It's not like you'll never play with the people on discord again if you step down, they're your friends.

Lmao there's no moderator limit, only admin, I like to hold out false hope that the server would improve and become bearable to play on sometime