-1 I do agree you have a lot of accumulated hours on the server however, I really have not seen you on a lot here recently.
According to game tracker you were active for the first time in a while just four days ago. (Here are screenshots of both names you provided according to gametracker: http://prntscr.com/kajcw7 & http://prntscr.com/kajcl0). I have also witnessed on a few occasions where you were handling rather situations immaturely. Especially when it came to new players asking simply to questions. Overall, I think that you just need to give yourself time and maybe reapply again in the future.
According to game tracker you were active for the first time in a while just four days ago. (Here are screenshots of both names you provided according to gametracker: http://prntscr.com/kajcw7 & http://prntscr.com/kajcl0). I have also witnessed on a few occasions where you were handling rather situations immaturely. Especially when it came to new players asking simply to questions. Overall, I think that you just need to give yourself time and maybe reapply again in the future.