[La Flama Blanca]

I take a break for finals for a few days and come back to see all these resignations!  :@  You were supposed to stay until May!  :(

Dong, in the list of admins that I have seen on this server over the years, you definitely have earned your place in the good bunch. As with all staff members, I think we all took you for granted, myself included. But as an admin especially, this is so much more true. The time you have to dedicate, the strength you have to show, and the duty to make tough decisions. 

Here's server side, oh boy this will be fun. I tried my best to be a great admin, and in truth I don't know if I was, but I gave the position and this community every ounce of love and mental fortitude that I had to offer. I tried to use my previous experience to benefit this new staff team, but a good bit of them didn't take me seriously. As Admin every problem is brought back to you and you're automatically the one at fault and it fucking sucks. I would go to bed having mental breakdowns over bullshit that I tried to fix. 

People joke about oh promote me to admin I will fix things blah blah blah, but it is one of the most taxing things I have ever done. I have a deep love for this place and I couldn't push myself to keep this role any longer, so just remember that. I'm sorry you all, but I just can't do it anymore.

With that, I will hopefully be leaving behind a memorable legacy as I tried my best for this place.

As you said, the effort you put into your staff position wore you down. This fact alone is indicative of your care for this community. Putting the needs of the community before your own even once is impressive and something some staff are unwilling to do. But you did it time and time again. Thank you for that. 



Dong, I love you for who you are. Best wishes my friend.