[Ryuji Yukihyo]

Happy, when will you able to break this continuous cycle...
Incident after incident it ends with, I'm just learning to be better....
You can't learn anything out of the blue and jump into random chats and be part of some random clique of people to fit in.

Like in school not everyone whose is learning is able to completely understand the concept until they look at it themselves and look at it from an outside unopinionated viewpoint.

Don't play the blame game of this player or that player, 

Don't blame yourself on personal issues nor issues in real life, 

RATHER focus on the actions. Cause and effect, what actions will be the outcome of a situation if you extend it, 

WHAT IF YOU DO NOT EXTEND IT.

I just think you just need a break from the community in general, times in the world today is unknown and crazy as of late.
I say give it 2-3 Months away from Dinks and see from your own viewpoint, and seeing from an outside spectator's viewpoint of your actions and how it affect on others. An artist cannot truly see their workmanship from their perspective but rather the perspective of their fellow peers and outsiders to show their true talents.

I know school teaches how students should behave while attending them with their rules as well as parent's having house rules for their kids.
Dink's community here is just an escape for most of us when we are all stress from working or doing assignments or finishing a hard exam and see this community to be connected by similar interest in the game.

Overall, -1 for now since you really need a break before it gets more worse than before.....