11-02-2021, 01:26 AM
aren't you glad I didn't get trusted lmao.
Yep, I'm leaving again. For good this time. I request a ban on forums, discord, and all 4 servers with no appeal. I don't want to come back now and I don't want future me to make the mistake of coming back here either.
I could get into the whole when I first joined blah blah blah, but I don't really give a fuck anymore. At this point, most people don't know me since I haven't really been active since 2020. Rejoining the server about a month and a half ago did nothing but contribute to one of the worst depressive episodes I've had in a while. Is it directly the server's fault or anyone on it? Fuck no. But it's one of the few negative things I can cause to fuck off. It was fun for a bit, but then I started to see all the old bullshit resurface in different forms. I haven't trusted most of the admins since the whole Ginger situation. That makes it kind of hard to want to do anything when most of those admins still run the place. Is that whole situation and how screwed I ended up my fault? Maybe. I'm pretty fucking stupid. I just want to be done. Its been... Well its been a large mix of emotions this past 3ish years. The first year or so was pretty good. The rest was pretty terrible with a few good times sprinkled in there. I hate this community more than anything. It gives me a rage I haven't felt in years.
TLDR; Rage, fuck some of you, bye
Yep, I'm leaving again. For good this time. I request a ban on forums, discord, and all 4 servers with no appeal. I don't want to come back now and I don't want future me to make the mistake of coming back here either.
I could get into the whole when I first joined blah blah blah, but I don't really give a fuck anymore. At this point, most people don't know me since I haven't really been active since 2020. Rejoining the server about a month and a half ago did nothing but contribute to one of the worst depressive episodes I've had in a while. Is it directly the server's fault or anyone on it? Fuck no. But it's one of the few negative things I can cause to fuck off. It was fun for a bit, but then I started to see all the old bullshit resurface in different forms. I haven't trusted most of the admins since the whole Ginger situation. That makes it kind of hard to want to do anything when most of those admins still run the place. Is that whole situation and how screwed I ended up my fault? Maybe. I'm pretty fucking stupid. I just want to be done. Its been... Well its been a large mix of emotions this past 3ish years. The first year or so was pretty good. The rest was pretty terrible with a few good times sprinkled in there. I hate this community more than anything. It gives me a rage I haven't felt in years.
TLDR; Rage, fuck some of you, bye
