[Mother Nuru.]

I normally try to avoid apps of people that I don't play with, but I watch forums and discord from time to time, and I see extremely small interactions on both from you.
It's like you don't exist outside of server, and as staff, it's important to have a presence in the community. You should work on being known first, and staff later. What little I have browsed and looked on shows nothing more than a negative trolly view, and I'm sure that's not the kind you want to give off.
You're inactive in server as well, at least compared to what staff is looked at for minimum.
You have a lot to work on, but please keep trying to improve.
At best it looks like you need to work on creating a better front image because there's not a good one right now.