[Birddog6]

From what I can see in your past history, you've clearly been given a lot of leeway until your eventual permagag. Seeing the comments from current and prior staff and from the rest of the community, it's clear that you made an impact... quite a negative one at that. Toxicity, slurs, and arguing with staff are all against our rules for the server, community and discord (some of which you got banned on). For these many reasons in it of itself, I will be giving a -1 to your ungag.

Which I get, yeah. I got punished for it. I haven't had any negative actions since. In fact, I have personally witnessed things I would never say on the server not result in so much as a warning for some players, but here I am with a permagag for no other reason than dong doesn't like me, and to quote him "was being a bitch". I didn't violate any rules at the time, and nobody can say what I said, provide any proof, or even quote me directly as to me resulting in a permagag other than "You're a bitch". One staff member even directly stated that the normal precedent for permagagging was ignored, because there is no evidence, no recording, and no warning to go with the permagag. 

I have not had more than passing interactions with these people, I don't know them and nobody in this thread can provide anything other than what I have already been punished for/received a ban for  and/or vague blanket statements that I can't possibly defend myself against, such as "spewing racist remarks, verbally attacking everyone in the server, and going on these long schizo rants".

How the hell do I say anything other than no? How am I being called toxic, when I have multiple staff members in here who I have zero interaction with, calling me a bitch? Another guy said I was spewing something anti-semitic, but also has no proof, or even an exact quote or screenshots. 

I recognize that what I said offended people and I haven't been on that behavior since, as not everyone finds the things I find funny humorous. And it's not like I wouldn't apologize, it's that it almost seems like multiple people are lying in this thread or at the least, exaggerating anything I say, especially in jest.