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This post is from a community member who at the time would like to stay anonymous.

"I don't find it fair that someone can hate on the server and cause issues for 3 years just to come back and be rewarded with staff because they acted okay enough for 2-3 months.
That entire time too you would go from full fledge hatred to okay I'll play again. I don't think that constant flip-flop of mindsets is appropriate for staff (look at salty for example he only got denied because he was much more forward with it). You maintain a good face here somehow despite everything, but if you go anywhere outside of the main hub you're the exact same like Battons said.

I was a bipolar (at best) teenager. During those times, I felt I had been wronged (see community ban for more on that) and acted out in response. Am I defending my past actions? No. Am I trying to rectify them now? Yes. About my behavior outside of Dinks, going by the precedent we've set after the aforementioned community ban, it really shouldn't be taken into account. As long as we are, though, I encourage you, the writer, to find something from the past 6 months outside of Dinks where I have done something besides say a slur.

edit: also, I can guarantee you I did not go from "full fledge hatred" to playing again lol, the only time I can think of saying something like that is going "i hate this server" after a misreg. Which I think is completely fair outside of it being not serious.

I also don't think you can see both sides of anything because if something goes against your beliefs or challenges you, you go full defense mode and shoot it down. Like I said on one of your unbans sometime ago, you do NOT avoid people that you don't like because you actively try and make them go through hell. Who am I to vote though because this will probably just get accepted anyways and your ego will continue to be inflated by being handed things that you don't deserve."

I've already addressed the "going against your beliefs" part in an earlier comment. I may have tried actively making someone's life hell 3 years ago, but I am nowhere near the same person I was then. I've still yet to see a recent example of this.

Thanks for your comment, my responses are in red. c: