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hi friends, I've come to the realization that I've become far too invested in being a staff member of this community, and dealing with and hearing about the situations and people inside of it recently, both personally involved and not, almost every single day for the past few months, even while not being entirely active on the server itself, has taken a massive toll on my mental health. It is very clearly not worth it in the slightest anymore and I feel it'd be best for me to resign. :')

I am not high enough to, nor do I have the mental energy currently to write out a whole thing to express my feelings and personally shout out everyone, however;

I'm genuinely grateful for the people I've had the pleasure of meeting and becoming friends with through this community, I've met some of my very best friends here and I'm so, so very appreciative of every single one of you. thank you all for making this place bearable for as long as possible. love you all. :)

I'll catch y'all around, and I hope we can all continue to be friends and talk outside of dinks ! best of luck going forward, byeee ! ♡

edit; adding to the above sentence, I would also like to say that I don't hold any ill will towards anyone in the community at all, and if you'd like to add me to hang out outside of dinks or if you'd like to talk to me more about something that's happened involving me, or just anything at all, you're more than welcome to! ^^

https://steamcommunity.com/id/pregnanthealer/ and pregnanthealer on discord too !! ((please god I'm sorry it was in reference to a stupid mistranslation in a game and I have not been able to think of anything else))

(I do also realize this is rather ironic considering what I said on my application and having just been accepted to be a part of the web staff team, but I feel that regardless of anything, allowing myself to become this emotionally invested into a gmod community to the point it's been affecting me outside of it, isn't something that should've ever happened lmao. please prioritize your mental health friends ! ! !)