[frand]

I'm leaving, and if you're wondering why, well over the months what was incredible amounts of fun, playing and talking with players, feeling good about myself, and more. Turned into a giant chore where jerks, racists, and trolls were in every session, I feel like there's no reward for playing anymore. As well as no drive to keep playing on the server, which there used to be and why I was so active for a while. I loved it, for a time the server was perfect, more than perfect. The feelings I felt were alien to me, considering I was normally yelled at, insulted, put down, and ignored, I had no idea that people would even slightly like me or even care about me! Than of course the server started being incredibly stressful and even mentally harmful. I hope you're not sad that I'm leaving, I'm sorry I am. Just with all the breaks I couldn't get caught up, a lot of the users got worse and worse, nothing felt rewarding, I started thinking something was wrong with me, or I was junk, and more I just don't wanna be on it anymore, but I will still remember all the fond memories I made on the server. It did help me a lot, especially the staff members. I had no idea that anyone would even slightly care about me or I wouldn't make an impact on the server, but the whole staff team and more were incredibly kind to me, something that I never thought would happen, people helped me, everyone on the server and in the community were nicer than anyone else has ever been to me in my entire life, so I mean this with all my heart,
                                                 Thank you, and