[Starky]

Alright, so this has been a long time coming. No matter how hard we try as staff on PH, it always boils down to the same thing. No specific staff member can be put to blame. This isn't meant to cause any drama, it is just to make it well aware of our leave. I am the PH Co-Owner, with the powers practically of a watered down TTT Mod. The fact a TTT Mod could see IP's until just recently is absolutely absurd, on PH as a Co-Owner I couldn't even see IP's. I had to beg Dink to get on and do it for me before I literally gave myself the power. Staff have little to no appreciation, maybe not just on PH, but as Penguin said in her resignation those under appreciated will end up leaving. I joined the server in December, 2015. When I joined it was extremely toxic, the server was near dead and no one had control. This ended up in my leave August, 2016 for 4 months. I was so tired of being belittled and shot down. People were literally acting as if they were above others, because their rank on a video game. I decided to give it a shot again in November, 2016 in my return I earned myself moderator from previously purchasing TMod and being thrown under the bus. Due to the slow responses and bad handling of situations of upper staff at the given time, the server began dying again. This same exact thing happened and all of the toxic people left, because people were here to end and straighten it out. It left the server in ruin, and left pretty much staffless for several months outside of 2 people. Beforehand I got promoted to admin, then to Co-Owner. My thought of Co-Owner was I would actually have power to change things within the server outside of being moral support, I would actually be able to help the things that are broken. Add new things etc. If you go look, I the Co-Owner had to make suggestion posts. It even had people questioning me saying things like "You are the Co-Owner though?" etc... It resulted in my leave again for 6 months(?). In my return as Co-Owner, I found Roger, was doing his damn hardest to hold it all together as a TMod. He kept it from falling apart, then my return alongside Mkkay671 sparked it all. The staff team grew, we became a family to one another and we made it work, we rose to the highest PH server on GT. We Dinks PH became number 1. Yet as Travis said, staff are not given the proper powers to handle a number 1 server. Nor are they given the proper appreciation. Sorry to say this. We have been in need of an admin for 2 months now, I ask Dink to promote a mod, give him pros and cons, 5-6 weeks later I haven't even got a simple no. This server has stressed me so bad I have been mentally drained and ran into the ground. Without a owner that is responsive, and a Co-Owner with proper power, literally nothing can be done. I can't even operate the basic needs of the server. So when shit breaks it is broke for weeks until Dink decides to get on and fix it. I understand school, work, needed breaks for no responsibility, but a week or so of several hours of Fortnite everyday, and I couldn't get a simple no?..

Worst part, is that this is the short of the story.

That's enough on that. If you are still reading this, thank you for your time it is truly appreciated.

Those that are departing with me:


@misterfister 
@"[lime]tbag[black]BAKKA" 
@Penguinslayer4 
@"[lime] billy senpai" 
@Suikin 
@[black]Tronald 
@[red]Moderate_ 
@The Retard
@"[red]infamousdeadpool" 

Everyone on this list has their reasons to leave, and a few of them will express it in a reply to my post. Again, I am tired of the under appreciation. As Penguin stated in her resignation, the whole toxicity between communities, the divide we have, the feel of TTT having a superiority complex over PH just because it existed first its all too much. I and all of my staff members have dealt with it for far too long. I wish you luck with the continuation of this server. Hopefully someone can step up, take it where it needs to keep growing. Just please, learn from this. It has happened 3 times now. Eventually your luck will run out, and people will stop caring. I hate to see everything my entire staff team worked for go down the drain, but I guess this is a new beginning for us all. I also don't like the fact, someone who is a higher up, can go out of their way on a already decided issue, and make a different outcome happen by simply talking to Dink. No one person should have that much power and control over the community outside of the owner. This level of bias, picking and choosing, makes the community tear itself down bit by bit as everyone it affects want to leave. If you don't change this, and don't start treating everyone as equal, the end will come sooner then you wish at least for those who aren't corrupt.  Goodbye, and farewell as I will never return.

Well since the post has been this long might as well give a bit of appreciation to those who have truly made a significant difference to me, the server, or my staff. Nothing personal if you aren't listed. Just a few who stood out.

@"[red] Archangel Azrael" Roger you have been there since the start with me, and I appreciate you for everything you have done, holding together the server, and making it worth coming back. Sincerely, Thank you.

@"mkkay671" I know you are leaving too, but I appreciate the help you gave me, and all the dedication given to build everything we built. Best of luck with your future endeavors.

@"Soup" you made TTT enjoyable for many of my staff, and have always been a great person from the start. I hope for the best in your life, and let your generosity live on, as you truly are an amazing human. Thanks for trying to close the divide PH and TTT had.

@DaKody No matter how much I bugged you for advice, or any help you could offer you always gave it. You as the TTT Co-Owner I feel can understand me the most in the staff scenario of this situation. Thank you for everything you have helped me with in the past.

RIP Dinks PH 2018 :(