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People within the Dinkleberg TTT community are probably familiar with me but to anyone from prophunt,murder,from any other game mode or just new I have been around in this community for two years. For the past couple of days I haven't been able to keep myself from crying due to a build up of various issues overtime due to issues that are brought up in the image below. The image shows a post I almost submitted to the thread "Let's learn more about each other!" as way to get the frustration out but I realized I shouldn't derail a thread for my own selfish reasons. There are other issues such as school stress, feeling of hopelessness and pet mortality that have contributed to this mental state but I'd rather get this out of my system first before getting into details. Right now I feel like I'm on the verge of a mental breakdown and I just need someone to talk to right now.

One thing that keeps me going when times are tough is knowing that it’s always darkest before the dawn. One of the worst things that someone can do is look at their “failures” as such. I’ll be honest back in October-January I was in a very dark place. One thing that helped was one day I sat and thought “why. Why am I thinking of all these small things that I hate about myself. It only puts more stress on me.” And one thing I found out is that not only did it put more stress on me, but also stressed The people around me. And that made them get short with me that only led more to my stress. So Just the realization of it all helped me. Now there are things that you think that are failures. But guess what? They’re all temporary situations. 

If you need anyone to talk to hmu in DM’s or discord.