[Ricebowls]

These are your previous official bans for both PH and TTT

PH 
Community Ban
Re-Ban

TTT
Toxicity, racism, drama. Appeal and refer to forum post.
bullying and toxicity


Personally, I don't have a problem with you. 
I have previously played with you on TTT maybe 2 or 3 times, and close to the same amount with PH.
On server I didn't see any issues with you previously, again that being because I had little interaction with you.  

Forums and Discord you were COMPLETELY DIFFERENT. 

Getting a reduction for TTT server sounds some what reasonable. 
 
I'd say wait at least 3 more months before appealing to be on discord or forums.


The Real Question here is, have you changed? 
The previous bans look more like a pattern than progression in the right direction.

Maybe just me but the links are not working. I wasn't banned on the forums, just moderated. My ban 5 years ago imo was way more servere than now. I am definitely not that person anymore. My ban this time around was because I wasn't filtering my talks with Lycan and my fight with proper. My punishments were always more severe than anyone else after being unbanned and I felt a bit outcasted by the former admins and got upset. Not saying that was okay, I was in the wrong. I just wanna be unbanned from the servers so I can play while I can. I'm kind of remembering everything that happened as this goes on so sorry if I missed anything.

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Im completey against any form of unban on discord or forums as those were the places tou caused the highest amounts of trouble. You were kicked and banned from discord more than a handful of times not only by myself but by others as well. You were given chance after chance after chance. You have received two community bans and in the way you worded this one it comes off like youve changed none. I regret being so happy to give you another chance from your first community ban and you do not deserve another. There are so many people you made uncomfortable or targeted or twisted their words when you were being addressed or corrected.
So tell me now whats different. Why should we unban you besides the fact that youre bored?
Give us a good proper reason.

As for servers i prefer she stay banned on ph as we had issues out of her as fish could probably recall. I will not speak for other servers.
As for your comment on your community ban being a group ban its obvious  you still Dont understand why you were banned in general. That group that was banned were not people that necessarily worked together but were a group of people that were labeled as problematic. Not working together.
You only half admit to your wrong doings here. I dont think thats right imo. The point of the community bans was for those banned to realize just how bad they were acting and behaving and making it feel like people couldnt be here basically.
So another question geared to that part. Whats different on this as well. Why should we trust you yet again to come back after not one but two community bans and multiple chances to improve??

Hi, I referred to it as a group ban because I was banned in a group post, I was just making it clear to any newcomers that I was not part of that in case they didn't know or to people who came back after that. :) You can see by my threads that I really didn't cause any issues on the forums besides making a ban request for proper when we had our fight. In the discord, I said some "Edgy" stuff and made some rude comments to some discord occupants. I get that I had been banned before but that was 5 years ago. I am definitely not that person as I was a 16-17 year old going through some personal stuff. I really am not looking for a discord unban. Nor PH if you really don't want me there. I want to be unbanned because I had help built the PH community and I want to play with my friends who still hang around here (and rdm lycan... joking) there really isn't much else to it. I don't want a discord unban. 

As for the issues on PH I don't remember. I followed the rules and joked with the players. I had even helped Prince Nicky pick the next PH Admin since he was busy with school. I don't know what kind of picture people have painted with me, I'm just honestly wanting to hangout with some of the people still here. We've had good times and plenty of laughs. Yeah I've had my hiccups, everyone does. So sorry if I have offended you in any way. My memory has been really wonky.

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Since this is an appeal for TTT, I'll go ahead and add my two cents in.

I like to think that we were decent friends up until late July early August, right before the you know.. Anyways, I called you a shitposter because that was what you were doing on serious threads and that made you blow up tremendously. From then on you and someone else made it a point to harass me anytime I would type in Discord. That was also your second community ban, so have you really learned this time?

Honestly, I wouldn't feel comfortable with you playing on TTT. I know I said that I forgave you, but I still don't want to have to worry about you snapping again because whenever you appealed the community ban last year you acted fine at the start and then snapped out of the blue.

I don't think its a good idea, I'm sorry.

 I just remember you said something in another discord and that was sent to me by a player. I got upset and brought it up to you then you told other people I confronted you on it. I didn't blow up... I really hope you didn't see it as that way. We had apologized to eachother after the fact. Sorry if I had not followed up on it. I am bad with responding to people, so forgive me if you see this as attacking. I swear I am better face to face haha.