[RedBoltyy]

Happy, I've tried reaching out and talking to you in private a couple times regarding your behavior in the past, because I wanted to stray away from making you feel scolded/called out in front of your peers. But you keep repeating the same mistakes and it's really wearing down on the community you want to be a part of (and a community who wants to keep you as a part of it, and to see you succeed and grow, btw). Please do not beg to be unbanned without real reasons. "You should unban me because I will be better and learn" is not good enough and just not true; you've said you will be better in the past, and yet, here we are again, in another situation that's somehow exactly like all the others. You're lying to your community and yourself when you make these claims and don't actually make good on them. The time for empty words and deflection is over. Stop saying you'll be better, start ACTUALLY being better. I think a little quiet time will be good for introspection. You'll be amazed at how much more receptive and welcoming people are when they see genuine effort and progress.

You're right. I was never allowed to be welcomed to the community. I should have always done the opposite thing and cause even more drama. Ok so that sentence I just said was an example what I DO NOT want to do. I can show you that once I get unbanned, I can actually learn better and be smart about the situations.