[Lt. Star]

Yea this is a no from me chief. As a silent observer of what went down in discord (except the dms) I was not impressed with what I saw. It would've been very easy to say "I can't deal with them, I'm going to do something else" but you kept pushing and pushing which in turn made others push too. Not saying they were right to but you had to power to make it stop by avoiding the situation. Combined with the other issues you've caused in discord and the several times before you've been muted shows a trend. Honestly, in my opinion, you're lucky you didn't get banned from both accounts when you used an alt to evade a mute. Take the time to actually learn from what has happened cause so far you have failed to do that.

Ok about this alt thing. It was a stupid move. I wanted to be involved in the community with the alt. besides that alt I had is deleted. I am not even using it anymore. and Yes I didn't get permabanned but for the fact I made stupid moves was that people were trolling me. If I wasn't being trolled. I would have been fine but no I caused shit to go down and have A VERY VERY LOW CHANCE ON BEING FUCKING STAFF. So, no more alts for me and no shit. I just want to be a normal guy and just having fucking fun. is that a fucking problem at all?

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Ok so I have made a decision to just never use mic. I will just never talk, never do anything, and never get involved with anything. This is what is causing my life to get worse. I just want to be a normal person who wants to be staff and who wants to help out people. not make drama worse and having to deal with people who are drunk and talk shit about me. for a fact that I believe that it can happen is never. My possibilities are at -1% so far so I can't do this anymore. I can't do more harm than good. I can't make life easier and better for me. so if you want to talk to me. just don't personally. I feel very hurt right now.

This may be off the topic of this thread but I'm going to try and help you. First I can tell you are getting upset and it is not the correct response to this. Perhaps you should step away from the forums for a while and come back after you occupy your time with something else. Also I never said you couldn't have fun, after all that should be why people are in this community. And another word of advice, if this server is causing you actual problems with your life, leave. I mean it. After all I left when things got to be too much, others have too. Some come back and are able to have fun again. Sometimes stepping back and seeing who you really are is a massive help in getting things straight. I don't mean any of this to sound mean, I'm giving my honest thoughts on how to help you cause I know its helped me.